♥ Love is hard to get, but harder to let go.

Screwed.

2011-10-16T02:56:00.001+08:00

Wow. I can't remember when was my last time blogging. Ah. Forget about it.
Just received a huge setback. You said you gave up and you are mentally tired. What can I do ? Is everything coming to an end ? I hope not. I'm gonna stay strong to fight this war till everything goes back to normal. Yes. I will.

Love is in the air.

2011-04-01T20:41:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps, I'm back! :D

Oh ya, bridging have started :/ Human anatomy and physiology. I kinda don't understand why am I leaving muscle when my course is about food and nutrition :/ Shouldn't I be learning digestive system instead of muscle? Kinda weird huh? Sigh. I don't have a choce but to continue. So what to do? Anyway I'm alr half way through the bridging. Oh well, I should just continue. I also have to go to school for fhe face to face session for two days. It's scary :/ Going to school and study alone... I guess I will meet some of my classmates ( hopefully ). Oh well, god bless !

Alright, I should go back to my biology alr.
Bye peeps! :D

This is it.

2011-03-13T00:20:00.002+08:00

HELLLO PEEPS !
I AM BACK ! I KNOW, MY BLOG IS DEAD. THAT'S WHY I AM HERE TO REVIVE IT. HAHA.
Okay, many things happen during the month of Jan and Feb.
Got my results, got posted into Temasek Polytechnic, Applied Food Science and Nutrition. Not my dream course, but i am going to try something different from business. Hopefully it will turn out to be good ! :D
Oh well, I can't expect a smooth journey. Life is always full of obstacles, isn't it? Nah, i am not being pessimistic here. Is just that there always ups and downs in life... HEHE.

Okay, move on !
Hmm, i have stopped working and yes i am enjoying my life ttm ! :D
Actually it feels great being jobless but the bad thing is i am spending money way too much then i earned it :/ Gonna save up, soon ! :P
Oh ya, went to East Coast Park with colleages and some ex-colleages to cycle.
We cycled all the way to Changi Village from ECP and they cycled all the way back.
We cycled for about five hours plus, nearly six. By the time we reached, we were exhasuted ! Suffering for severe muscle aches :/
There were alot of moaning and groaning. Hehe, i admit i am one of them.
Aftermath, took a bus to Bugis to have out dinner. Steamboat ! :D
I think i am getting draggy, LOL. I am bored :/

ALright, bye peeps. Will be back as soon as possible :D

Bits and pieces.

2011-01-03T23:39:00.001+08:00

Hey peepo(s), I am back. I know I know, I have neglected my blog but it doesn't really matter beacuse no one will be reading it ! HAHAH.

OH YA, just passed by Pei hwa sec and many memories started flashing through my mind. Memories from the time I started studying at that school. School is reopening tmr, good luck to anybody who is studying ! Beware of the teachers who always look at your short skirts, coloured hair, long hair and ear studs. HAHAH. I MISS ALL THESE " NAGGINGS ". Because of these " naggings" I would really take note of my hair and skirt. Oh well, i guess I am kinda mischeifvous student who likes to wear short skirt, dislike pinning up my hair as well as removing my ear studs or ear sticks. HEHEHE. This shows how much I miss the time when I am studying. My girls/clique, my class, teachers, cleaners and canteen vandors and everything. Every little pieces of memories that completed the whole puzzle. Uh oh, why do I sound so emotional when this post is suppose to be a happy one ?
HAHAH, but I will still be going back to that school to collect my results (!!!) Nervous like madddddddd :/
Anyway good luck to everyone who will be collecting their results for the o's :)

Gonna wake up early for breakfast with my dear Alicia then off to work!
Byeeeeee! Will post whenever I have time, I promise ^^

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It's time to celebrate !

2010-11-14T01:16:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps !
O levels are officially over ! That is why i have the time to update this pathetic blog of mine :/ But i doubt there are any readers. Laughs !
I just realise that my blogskin is kinda rusty and my songs...
I should really update the whole blog :/ Sigh.
Oh well, shall not bother about that first.
Actually it is quite upset that O levels are over, because i am way to freeeee...
Right now, fretting about prom ~_~
I am left with exactly one week to prepare for it. Unlike last year, we have nearly a month to prepare for it :/ Oh well, last year...
After all 2010 isn't a great year for me, but i am glad that i am back to the same old me ! Ahhh ! It is the time to throw away the mask i am wearing and the burden that i have been carrying :D CHEERS !

Okay, i am going to repeat what i want to say... So before that happen, i should sign off. I will be back with more updates ! :D

Byeeeeeeeee :)

In school

2010-10-07T16:49:00.001+08:00

Hello! I am in school for ASP ):
Good luck to friends taking O's !!!
Especially to my dearest AliciaChuaXinXuan! <3

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Misses.

2010-07-22T18:25:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps !
I've neglect this blog, like again ~_~ I don't have time to write a post and I have kicked away the habit of blogging ! Got back prelim results, did badly. As expected. LOL.
Have been spending all my time in the d&t workshop during the holidays!
So now artefact is about to complete and left with touching
up of journel and presentation boards ! Gonna complete it
asap ! Yes ! After coursework is
complete, 1/4 of my study load is down ^^

HAHA. Oh well, gonna start working hard for next examinations !

Yesterday we had out Racial harmony day celebration. It's was awesome! Most of us wore ethnic costume, except for one :/ Though we didn't win anything but our class is indeed united ! Heh, last year of Rhd celebration is seconday school . Kinda sad though :/

Overall, I enjoyed myself ! ^_^

I guess I'm done ;)
Byeeeeee :D

Pictures from Rhd !
There are more on fb ! :D

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Prelims :(

2010-06-29T22:45:00.001+08:00

School holiday have ended ! Right now in the mid of prelims !
Amazingly, I'm here updating mu blog which i don't know why. HAHAHA. I guess it's because chem is making me sleepy :/
Alright, shall go back to revision. Bye peoples and it's my first time using phone to update my blog ^^

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Heart-wrenching

2010-06-17T11:56:00.003+08:00

Hello humans, it's been some time since I update my blog. Been really busy with school works and now I'm having " holiday " . A holiday that I have to attend school for almost everyday. First week of the holiday went back for Chinese Gce " O " level and extra lesson. Second week went back for coursework camp, overall it was enjoyable. Ya, class BBQ. Kinda bad one for me :/ Sigh, okay shall not talk about it.
Yesterday went out for movie, The karate kid. An awesome movie. It's the first kungfu movie that find it fab. Pictures will be uploaded asap !
Today, third week of holiday. There's BBQ after d&t , hope it will be great one :)
Alright, I'm done. LOL.

Bye peopleeee.
I'm sad ;(

Unfair. Bias.

2010-04-26T00:22:00.002+08:00

Ya. I admit. It's has been ages since i last updated my blog. Sorry. There's dust all over the place, i can even see some spider web at some corner. Lol. First, the post gonna be an emotional one. I need to vent my frustration but i can't find any way so blogging shall be my only way to vent my frustrations. All i could say is Mom and Dad are still being bias. Why can't i be the only doing the good things? Must it be always my sister? Even when i did the household chores when she is away, they thought my sister did it just because i'm away? Can't they ask me before making conclusion? Seriously, i hate that. I hate that everybody is bias, my aunt, my uncle, my grandparents... Do i look like those type of person who do bad stuffs? So what if i'm different from my sister? I'm who i am right? I can't possibly change my character after so many years. I may be a little playful but that doesn't mean that i'm bad . I guess I'm numbed by this strange bonding. I can't deny that i'm having a hard time right now. Many things happened this few days. I'm trying to be optimistic. Thank god, great-grandmother is recovering fast but her memory has worsen. I feel sad about it. I'm afraid one day she will forget everyone of us. Today, i won't talk about love. That's all.

Great-grandmother and grandfather, get well soon !

I lost the key to your heart.

2010-03-19T22:05:00.002+08:00

Sorry readers ! I have neglected my blog ! Shall make a quick post. I'm down with flu for six days including sore throat but sore throat is getting better. March holiday have started and it's ending in two days time ~_~ Indeed, time flies. Alright, slight recap from monday. Went back to school for both english and chinese oral. Went for pool in the evening and Subway for dinner :) Tuesday, early morning went all the over to Sp. It's enjoyable. Dinner at Plaza sing's kopitiam. Wednesday, went to Summerset to look for my watch. Aftermath, went down to Ehub to people friends for movie. Alice in the wonderland 3d :D Dinner at Jiarui's birthday chalet. Thursday, went over to Alan's place for gathering as well as steamboat and after that went for pool. Friday, whole day as my grandma's place ^^ I can foresee how my Saturday is going to be. Early morning, cip at compass point ._. Most probably, do homework in the afternoon as school is reopening real soon ! There goes my march holiday :( Soon , the month of April is reaching x_x Alright, kinda long-winded. Bye ! :D

The thought of letting go filled her with dismay.

2010-02-28T23:44:00.002+08:00

It's weekend again, but today is Sunday. Ten more minutes to strike twelve and it will Monday. Another new school week ~_~ Common tests are over. Probably we be getting back our results by this week. Sigh. More or less, my life is still the same. Finally i get to watch movie ! This time round with Haikal. First time going out with a tall guy ! Laughs. Went to Cineleisure for the movie. Supposingly, we are watching " Valentine's day " first but who knows by the time we reached there , it's sold out. So watched " Dear John " instead. After buying tickets for " Dear John " , we bought another tickets for " Valentine's day " I can't possibly go home w/o watching that right ? Haha. So end up, two consecutive movies. I thought " Dear John " was some war movie ( according to Haikal ) but it turns out to be a love movie and yupp " Valentine's day " is also another love movies ~_~ It's kinda weird to watch movies with so many scenes ! Ya, i admit it's kinda awkward :S After movies, dine in at Bbq chicken. Aftermath walked to The Heeren but all the shops were closed. So walked to Plaza singapura to train back to Sengkeng. &yupp, it was nice of him to send me home despite it was really late :s I have cleared my debt ! :D laughs.
Today, woke up at twelve plus. Was waiting for dad to be back before going to Grandmother's house. End up i took my lunch at around 4plus. Dinner at Boon lay for reunion dinner :) home sweet home :D

Ugh, need to wake up early ~_~

Why isn't my heart listening to my mind?

2010-02-22T22:11:00.003+08:00

Hey people, shall make a quick post to keep this blog alive. Oh ya, i am considering if i should try Tumblr. Aidil told me it's interesting and i'm kinda tired of this blogger :/ if i have the time, i'll change it but most probably after this week. The reason why i'm blogging is because i'm having headache :S Maybe i had ate too much heaty food over the cny. Yes, i'm gaining weight. Damn it ._. I dk why but all of a sudden i forget what i want to write ._. Just heard from my girls that my blog is getting more emotional , is that true? I read it again, but it's only the title that is kinda emotional :X Laughs. Or should i say i don't dare to post those emotional stuffs? :/ This afternoon, had Sakae Sushi with friends and we end up missing pool session with Gerald and co. Sorry. &Yes! Thinking of gerald, i shall wish him happy birthday on my blog ^^ Happy 17th birthday to Gerald.K ! :D
Hmmm, recently problems are stacking... Hypocrites seem to be revealing here and there, what a world. I'll never forget how i was treated by hypocrites. Oh well, maybe i bear grudges? But it's only to those serious hypocrites ._. Sometime i pause and start pondering do everyone wears a mask?

You would be there to caress my wound till it heal ?

2010-02-17T21:49:00.002+08:00

Oh well. Hi people. Ya, i know i'm late but better not posting ya? I'm exhausted. So pardon me for my boring post :/ I shall summaries everything .
Last friday, went to the beach with raine. Yupp, finally i get to suntan after months ~_~ I like the burning feeling :) Luckily , i did not get any sunburnt. But raine got it, sorry :(
Saturday, new year eve. Did some last minute cleaning despite it only last for a few days ._. Had reunion dinner then went to Malaysia. I like the atmosphere. It is totally different from Singapore. Singapore is really quiet but Malaysia is full of sounds from fireworks and firecrackers. It's my first experience :D Sunday, first day of cny. Went to relatives house to exchange greetings and the usual stuffs... Left Malaysia at around evening and back at grandmother's house. Monday, stayed at grandmother's house. Tuesday, was a fruitful one. Went for pool in the afternoon then to Jeanin's house for lunch. Her mom steamboat was great. After lunch, we played Janga. Kinda interesting, at least i learnt some techniques ^^ laughs. Aftermath, mich came to my house to re-do her make up. So i put on my eyelashes. Wanted to go to Jo's house but he was not at home, so went over to Alan's house. Once again, was forced to eat . After dinner, we started to take pictures and gamble ^^ It's a good start for me, i suppose :x
Yupp, today went back to school ._. Most of us were feeling lethargic ~_~ Okay, i'm done. Pictures will be uploaded on fb asap :x

Is two better then one?

2010-02-11T20:26:00.002+08:00

Hey humans ^^
Yupp, i know my blog is alr rotten. So now i'm going to have a short post.
Well well well... Been busy with school stuffs. Remedials and cca... Yesterday, we have IPP exercise. I think the exercise was great, somehow it's kinda fun ^^ But it's really hot to be in the classroom without fans and lights, windows and door sealed up. The classroom was dark after all the windows were sealed up. I was responsible for sealing up the door. Just by taping the gaps make me sweat. It got worse when we started to seal the door with plastic bags. I sweat so much that my uniform was wet. We had no choice to change into our pe tshirt in the class, using the improvised toilet ^^ Laughs. Oh ya, just now went for a run. Well, jeanin said my timing by seconds. Laughs :D Tomorrow school is not half day and the worst thing is i have cca ._. It ends at five, how great. If not i could catch Valentine's day :/
Oh ya, i received a call from Henca when alicia was at my house :D They told me to get my cheque for my remaining cash ^^
Yay ! Alright. Shall go and have my shower :/

My level of tolerance had dropped over the past few months.

2010-02-01T00:24:00.005+08:00

A post before i turn in :)
I love my weekend being rot away, laughs. For both days, i woke up at 1pm ^^ i'm really tired. Everyday i have to wake up at 6.30am except for monday 7.30am . School is always ending late except for monday, the only day i can go home early :D Okay, gonna type as fast as possible before someone warn me about the 1am thingy and then he won't talk me for twelve hours. Right, haikal ? ^^ Laughs. Okay okay. I forgotten what i want to post, forget it. Shall continue tomorrow if i've the time ><

Gone.

This isn't love, it is just some form of rely.

2010-01-29T22:02:00.005+08:00

Hello peopleeeeeeeeeeee ^^
Have been neglecting this blog of mine :S
Been really busy, ya life of a O'level student.
how boring can it get -.-
Alright, whatever it is, so be it.

Let's review about last week...
Hmm i can't really remember...
But i know last friday went to cut my hair and shopping with von.
&&& I remember Kelvin kept calling us to entertain him because he had nothing to do ._. Oh ya, i fell sick on friday evening followed by fever then cough.
Till today, i am still having flu ~_~
Remedial class have started so does cca.
Yesterday went for jogging at anchorvale park. Never been to that park before. Jeanin and me ran together. After that Haikal joined us. He ran from his home to anchorvale when he stay around Hougang area. I'm glad that i passed the first trial ^^ Today, i went for some safety training. I thought it was for IPP, but the it wasn't.
It taught us first aid, cpr and fire fighter. It's cool to use the fire extinguish but too bad i don't have the courage to do that. Laughs :S
AND AND AND There's this trainer who reminds me of Danny ! Can you believe it !? Laughs. But he is a malay, probably he is mixed-blood because he is kinda fair. Hees.
Overall, the training is enjoyable. I met D at the course but we aren't in the same group. HAHA .
Sigh, i am bored :(
& something piss me off -.-
Btw i don't need your sympathy or should i say companionn ?
You make me realise that you are just another hi-bye friend.
Who don't treasure friends. You are sucha self-centred person who only cares about yourself. Hello, you mean you have feelings but others don't ? ._.
You treat people like invisble which really pissed me off.
Forget it, hard times like this are going to be over real SOON .

Now i know why, i need a boyf ._.

Why can't people who are in love be together?

2010-01-20T23:00:00.002+08:00

Great, i've completed my summary but not amath. Luckily amath is due on friday. I look fatigued :/ have been turning in late ever since school starts. Everyday there's are tons of homework for up to complete x_x sec five life is really stressful. Today i realised that higher nitec course is only two years and then you can go to poly alr ! Sigh. Forget about it :( Today pe lesson isn't as tiring as last week but still my muscle is aching ~_~ I've to start practicing for my napha at anchorvale park !!! Probably i'll faint of overtiredness and of the scorching sun :s
Alright, i'm done :D
Goodnight earthlings ^^

Will love wait for me ? ( LOL ^^ )

2010-01-19T19:01:00.005+08:00

Today is 19Jan and it's HAIKAL LESTA LOVE BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYY :D
I promised that i will post about him on his birthday and promise are not meant to be broken right? Laughs.
This is how it goes...

Name: Haikal Lesta
Sex : Male
Age : OFFICIALLY seventeen ^^
Currently : Single
Studying at : Phss
Any girls want him, i can introduce :D
Laughs, okay i bet he will kill me if he sees this but who cares ^^
Shall be a surprise for him, HAHAHAHA.
Ahem, *clearing throat* AHEM...
Hmmm, i met you when i was in secondary one, class 1N1.
Subsequently we have been in the same class for 4years even for secondary five.
We started to be good friends after prom night ( i dk why was it after prom night but it just happened to be after prom night, LOL ) Laughs. Suddenly i am speechless :X
Okay, chills. What i want to say is yes,
thankyou for being there when i needed someone to be there,
thankyou for being my punching bag,
thankyou for being my listening ears,
thankyou for cheering my up whenever i am down,
thankyou for diverting my attention towards friendship and not love,
thankyou for putting positive notes in my phone without me knowing,
thankyou for making my smile,
thankyou for your "funny" jokes,
thankyou for asking me to be optimistic &
thankyou for being a wonderful friend.
There is too much for me to thank, i guess you know :D
I know you have seen this before but just see it again. Laughs.
Hmm, actually you like to put up a strong front in front of everybody but deep inside you are hurt. *Remember one afternoon we were on the same bus, i told you, you were just wearing a mask to deceive people that you are fine? You were shocked when you heard this because i knew nothing about yout personal life and neither you told me about your problems but i can guess it :D HEES. You are always trying to avoid the problem, just not to be hurt. Always trying your very best to forget everything but you did not manage to do it.
I guess time is the best medicine to heal your broken heart.
My friend, if i can move on, i believe you can also move on (;
Cheers & happy birthday :D

It's great to have you as a friend (:
*Don't regret asking me to post this ! Evil girn*

We aren't compatible (:

2010-01-17T23:53:00.003+08:00

Laughs, funny title. But who cares? I like it :D This weekend is a fruitful one. Saturday - Bugis trip to lookout for present then aftermath went to Pasir ris for Haikal and Adam's bbq. But before going to the park. Chewming and i were releasing stress at the arcade. Playing Jukebox and The arshi arshi [ i can't remember the spelling ] It's fun, though money is running fast. Haha. Sunday - is a family day ^^ Went to Courts and Ikea. Finally i've brought my mirror :D The best thing is, it only cost $9.90. Laughs. Really cheap ^^
Sigh, right now i don't know what to do for D&T. I hate doing research, especially when this year theme is tough :( Forget it, shall not start moaning in the middle of the night ._.

I guess i should just forget about it :/ We aren't compatible. Shouldn't drag till feelings are deeper, by the time it would be too late to regret. So yupp, forget forget and FORGET !
Laughs. I don't know why recently i am getting more cranky. Perhaps it is because of stress. HAHAHAHA ;)
Goodnight readers :D

Have i fall for you ?

2010-01-15T22:30:00.006+08:00

I hope not :/
Because i am afraid to be in love.
Because you love her.
But the feeling is kinda sour, i dk why .
Laughs, okay okay i am just trying to be funny ! ^^

I'm bored/tired/happy/sad/excited/depressed ~~~
I feel like sleeping yet i want to watch my dramas :S
School was great, spending time with friends are awesome :D
Study together, eat together, go home together, go to the toliet together.
Practically friends are always doing things together. Laughs.
Oh ya ! Have i mention about my sitting arrangement ?
2010, a new year and a new sitting place. LOL.
I am sitting right in front of the class, can't fall asleep.
SO everything i am tired , i will force myself to be awake.
& there's something going on with the group near me.
Everything we won't laugh out loud when something about the flu monster happan ! Laughs.
&&& Today math lesson was LOL !
The notice bored fell off and it nearly hit our teacher. But her reaction was hillirous. Five guys went out to the front to bring the board to another place but she thought they were going to ask her if she's fine. LMAO ! Okay, sorry i am mean :X
SOMETHING MADE ME REALLY PISSED OFF.
It's about our job salary.
In total i made 31 sales but they only gave me the amount for 5 sales ._.
That's really ridiculous ! I lost $100++ ! How can i just let my hard earned money fly awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !?

Alright, i am done with my blog.
& i just remember raine asked me a very weird question.
Well, if we have fate, things will work out by itself (:

EDITED POST
Just finished watching Hi, my sweetheart. It was an touching and sad episode and i cried. Finally i have managed to cry out, those agonizing moments were over. I felt much more relieved after the cry. After watching that episode, i wondered what's true love? Is it sacrificing for your love ones or is it by protecting them. Somehow love is blind. It blind everybody who is in love. No matter what, you can't see the bad points about that person because you are alr blinded by love. It also make me realise that love is able to torture people and the pain is excruciating. It felt like all the air around you are gone, you can't breathe and you contemplate you could die rather then suffering from this agony.
Well, love hurts.
I guess i have lost faith in love. Love is no longer the wonderful thing in the world. It only bring sorrows and a maimed heart.

Feeling dismay :(

2010-01-11T17:25:00.003+08:00

Well well, i got back my O level math result. I'm not satisfied with the result i got. Just one more grade and i don't have to retake! The thought of doing math for another year is hundrum. We witnessed the ceremony, i realised that it is possible for a na student to get less than ten points. I assume that person is really consistent in he/her work and he/she really puts in alot of effort. It isn't an easy task to score very well for O level :( Sigh. Alright, enough of these despondent stuffs. Shall move on :) Oh ya, today we received our D&T theme. Kinda hard. Our teacher mentioned in na that no one score distinction for d&t. Oh dear x_x i have to sudden urge to go to Higher Nitec :(

It's sweet to hear that from you.

2010-01-09T01:39:00.004+08:00

Hello peeps !
First week of school is tiring yet it's fun ^^
Teachers are starting to throw us piles of homework and tests.
Almost every night i turned in at one plus when the next day i have to wake up at 6.25am X_X
First week of school :D
- A visit to Nyp (:
- Were lost at School of engineering
- Met a kind soul
- Helped us to get back our class
- Laughing out loud with bunch of girls :D
- Today went to tp but i did not go in -.- Dots.
Can't really remember what i did, LOL.

Anyway things were settled. Doubts were cleared. What i want to say, it's said .
It sweet when you asked your ex about the past and he replied you with sweet words and cute/funny/happy emotions. I can't help with the smiling but i feel fortunate that i met him and history repeated for two times. Who knows, there might be a third time and probably it will better then the second time? Laughs. It's really heartwarming (:
Sometime it's good to reminisce about the past ^^
HAHA, okay no more love :D

Np and Sp later ! :D

P.s You are a jerk.

2010-01-04T20:24:00.003+08:00

Wow, i saw everything...
It cleared my doubt. All i can say is you are a liar. A very fat one -.-
Well, to be frank i nearly broke down. But after doing some soul-seaching, i read it again and i almost puke -.-
I can't believe it's the truth.
At the moment, i feel so horrible because you LIED.
You LIED ! I thought you hate liars? But now you are one of them.
If you have tell me everything EARLIER and be honest, things would be better but i guess it's too late. I was kept in the dark, gosh ! I felt like a FOOL for weeks ?
Put me in your shoes, how would you feel if you have to go through such things?
What have i do to deserve such treatments !?!
It's unfair, purely UNFAIR !
Thank god, i seen your true colours. Afterall you aren't great -.-
You are just a big fat liar .
I guess i have to erase those silly thoughts away.
& I once said that, if i were to find out that everything is true you are so gonna be blacklisted under my friendlist.

Goodbye my friend -.-

Insomnia :(

2010-01-04T01:26:00.003+08:00

Oh my god. I can't believe at this time i'm still awake! I can't sleep, i dk why! Probably i'm not use to sleep early x_x Sigh, i'm afraid i can't wake up tomorrow. Have been tossing around and i still can't sleep :( Sigh. Forget it. Shall try to sleep x_x
School blues ._.

A new year.

2010-01-02T00:11:00.003+08:00

Happy new year humans :D
2009 is over. Feel kinda dejected about it :/ Probably i'm still holding on to the past and not prepared to let go. Sigh, a new year , a new start. Why am i posting such a depressing post? Laughs. Perhaps i hate the arrival of 2010 and that is why i am feeling downhearted. Alright, enough of this boring stuffs.

Yesterday, went to have steamboat with co and countdown at Marina. Got a great spot for viewing the fireworks, credit goes to Yanrui for getting a good spot :D Thank god that the fireworks were not display near the Singapore flyer, if not we could not get a good view :s Steamboat session was great, everyone was laughing out loud as well as enjoying the food ^^ Laughs, hope there will be time for us to have another session :) 2010 gonna be a busy year, busy preparing the major O's . After waiting for four years, it's finally here . I make sure this time round i won't feel regret about my results so i will buck up :D Yay! I promise tomorrow i will post what i'm suppose to post so stay tune ^^

Recently, i have been having delusion of you.

Christmas, without you.

2009-12-27T00:05:00.002+08:00

Alright, Christmas is over.
Nothing special about this year christmas.
No boyf.. Laughs, i sound L.O.L .
I am not okay ! Even thought i am in the L.O.L group. HAHAHA
I am waiting for new year eveeeeeeeeeeee ! Again, no boyf . Haha, whatever.
Christmas eve was way too boring. At home watching dramas and movie.
Only at night went out to have dinner with family excluding my sister.
Christmas.. Worked from 9am to 3pm. Then went out with Chewming to bugis to shop for her siblings' presents. But sad to say i spent money, AGAIN !
As for dinner.. Wanted to go to east coast to have steamboat but the transport were crazy. NO choice but went to hawker centre to have dinner. While looking for seats, met a man who is selling tissue packs. Wanted to help him, but his attitude was ________. Another adult told us not to buy from him. After picking up a call, i hint Chewming to walk away. Kinda of sucky isn;t it ? ._.
Wanted to have chicken rice but it's all sold out ! So i trying Chicken congee, couldn't finish the congee :X
After dinner, walked to Little India and trained to Clarke Quay to enjoy some fresh air :D Once again, walked over to Fort canning park at around 9pm. Went up two flock of stairs and we stopped. It's way to errie to go in at such timing ~_~
Walked underpass and go over to Suntec, again we were laughing about Kumar's jokes. & Chewming claimed that she brought a doll out and Kumar ~ lalala, whatever it is.
Laughs. Then trained back to Sengkeng. Okay, i getting bored of typing non-stop.
Shall type something about love :D ( since chewming says i am improving, lmao )

I told chewming about it and she told me " Ren bu ke mao xiang "
Well, till now i don't if this is the truth but somehow things are too coincidental.
It's hard trust though i believe you wouldn't but ........
Sigh, i don't know. Kinda of tough, but yet i am relieve.
Though there's still love and misses, but things are getting better. SO that's a good news, isn't it ? :D
& soon school life will be back. I am gonna be stress out by homeworks and courseworks. I guess stress could help to ease the pain, HAHAHA.
Alright, i am being cool right now.
Hmm, i tired of typing .
Bye readers (:

Whenever i look at it, my heart aches.

2009-12-23T15:05:00.002+08:00

Boohoooooooo !~
Aliens in the attic was great :D
A pity i didn't get to watch in the cinema :S
Hmm, past two days have been going out.
Monday, pool session with Chewming, ALicia and Jeanin !
Supposingly we are going to Novena but i miss Tpy colleages !
So Chewming and I dropped by to see them !
Alright, Edmond was greatttttttttt :D
Didn't get to to Eimond..
Amanda is on leave .
Um hmm.. And i Peishan and Elisa were there ! But there are busy working..
After that, went to have dinner at one of the coffee shop.
Met Mich and Raine at Tpy station and trained back to Sengkeng.
On the while, saw Kelvin !
So went home with him since he was going the same way as me (:
Home sweet home :D

Yesterday, had Mac breadfast in the morning.
Went back to school to collect our book list and check the posting of classes.
I am glad to say that 5N1'10 ^^
Went home to bathe and changed and went out..
Again, played pool with many people. Laughs.
Had dinner at Houngang.
Mich and I trained to Bugis to shop.
Alright, both of us managed to control and resist temptation of buying clothes.
Since school is starting, everyday we will be wearing uniform unlike people from Poly.. Haha, nevermind. Next year will be my turn ! :D

Today ! Didn't go out with Chewming and Alicia :S
I was staying at home to catch my dramas and movies :D
So after dinner, The Vampire Diariessssssssssssssssssssss <3s ^^
Byeeeee peeps :D
P.s Today's post is not about love, great job ! :D

2009-12-19T01:15:00.003+08:00

Title : A failing love is like desperately hanging on to something precious; not wanting to give up, but your hands feel the pain. And, when you finally let go, you're free from any pain, but your hands are empty.

Alright, i am utterly disappointed in my results.
I could have get a better grades for my Additional math and English.
So pissed by the grades i got for this two subjects ._.
Forget about it, Zhi qing stop moaning like a old lady ._.
With this lousy grades, i am sure i will be motivated to study hard for Secondary five (:
Smile :D
Oh ya, Christmas is arriving in six days time. YAY !
I made a pact with God. I am gonna celebrate Christmas with happiness and not sorrows ^^ & I promised i will celebrate with my friendsssssssss :D
Shall stop thinking about love, Haikal's motto . Hees ^^
Ya, this guy here also have to get out from love. Just like me ! Laughs.
The sad thing is holiday is also ending :(
The stressing life of a O level student is arriving ! GODDDD !~

Anyway, today's post is a happy one.
Decided not not post the unhappy stuffs ^^
Oh ya, just now went to have dinner at chomp chomp with Girlf and Ahma.
Had a great time , we ate alot :X
It has been ages since i had i great laugh !
Oh ya, i nearly forgot to post about Jarrod ! Since he won't see this so, i could whatever things i want :D
Yaaaaa, he's another ___________. ( Girlf, you know the blank right? :D )
Alright humans, gonna turn in soon !
Byeee :D

Tonight, there won't be love but hatred.

2009-12-16T02:53:00.002+08:00

If what i guessed was true, you are so gonna be dead.
I will hate you like nobody business.
& YOU GONNA BE BLACKLISTED UNDER FRIEND LIST.
Even thought i don't know if i can be so cruel ._.
Whatever it is. If it's true, you are A BIG FAT LIAR AND THE BIGGEST SHIT I KNOW !
If it's true, i am gonna say " Goodbye to you, my friend " ._.
If there's full of hatred, i will be able to say goodbye to you WILLINGLY.
I am hurt but i am not crying because i am too pissed to be crying ._.

Enough of YOU.
I got my basic pay today ! :D
Yayyyyyyyyyyy ^^ But i haven't get the money because it need to days to get the cash in my bank :D Sigh :(
Met Shanwn at Henca.
After that went to mos burger, sit down and talk for long hours :D
Went off at around seven plus.
Reached home nearly nice .
Watch my drama ^^
Alright, enough of my boring stories.
Shall end here and get my sleeppppppppp before my face condition get worst

I felt so sorry that i missed two bbq events :X
Kinda lazy to go :S

Another arrow just pierced through my heart.

2009-12-14T01:55:00.004+08:00

I am feeling so horrible right now. I feel like a total shit. I couldn't do my best to cheer you up. It upsets me. Without realising, you have hurt me again. I'm sorry that i have became so weak and my mood was easily triggered by small stuffs. I treat it as important as my national exams. But i guess you don't even bother if you have hurt me.. Because it doesn't mean anything to you. But it meant the whole world to me. Trying my best to make you happy and divert your unhappiness. In the end, i received your message saying it's okay, i have found the person to help me. My heart shattered. I feel like i'm dying. I'm lacking of air. It hurts so much that i am hating myself for being such a useless friend. I couldn't help but start blaming myself and not you. At first i was on cloud nine when i received your message. I'm suprise that you text me asking me if i can be there for you... I thought i could help but in the end, I didn't .

A broken heart is a heart that has felt love.

2009-12-13T01:51:00.003+08:00

Woah, have been going out this few days.
Pool with Alicia, Haikal, Jeanin and Cindy. Others were around, Mich's co and Gerlad's co.
Lunch Buffet at Sakae Sushi with Aunt.
I admit, i ate alot :X
But this made it more worthwhile right? ^^ hees.
Watched Case 39 with Girlf, Shawn and Jiarui.
Watched Planet 51 with R.y . Nice movie.
Swimming with Chewming and siblings.

I guess that was last movie outing with him.
Things had changed. Amazingly, i have not adapt to it, to the friends situation.
I guess i have been hallucinating too much. I thought i could i change it easiy, but who knows i am still a coward ._.
It makes me even more upset when going through it with my clear mind, knowing what's going to happen next.
Feelings changed.
I can no longer hold your hands openly.
I can no longer hold on to your arms like i always did.
I can no longer hold on to your hands whenever we were crossing the roads.
I can no longer hug you like i always did.
I can no longer say iloveyou as your girlf.
I can no longer go out with you as your girlf.
I can no longer treasure you as your girlf.
I can no longer be in your embrace, trying to give me warmth whenever i am cold.
I can no longer lean or rely on you.
I can no longer feel the love from you.
I can no longer get the warm from you.
I can no longer ...
There's too much things i want to say. I guess some things are better to left unsaid.
I miss everything that regards to you.
Be it a tiny little thing could reminds me everything.
I thank god for giving me five hours just to be with you.
Though i miss being your girlf but i guess it's time for me to put a full stop to this story. Yes, it is hurtful. I am suffering but i know things won't be the same.
In that five hour, i tried my best to let go but i failed. The moment you lent me your hands trying to give me some warmth. My heart melts . Especially the part when you place your hand on mine. You started teasing me when you felt that my hands were icy cold. You joked that i was eating ice popsicle. I couldn't resist but to lay my head on your shoulders. Even though the feeling wasn't the same but at that moment, i felt that i have done happiest thing that i have ever do. Though you didn't hug me back or grab my hand tightly but i am contented. That's more then enough. I won't be greedy. I will bury all those memories deep down my heart. I managed to open my heart and hugged you when you were leaving. All i could say was Goodbye. Deep down my heart, it was bleeding but i kept a strong front.
It's time for me to move on and stop living in the past.
I thank god for giving me this opportuniny knowing you and being your girlf.
I thank god for giving me so much memories.
Goodbye and once again
Iloveyou.

I am sorry for this emotional post. It's something which means alot to me.

True love is like a pair of socks: you gotta have two and they've gotta match.

2009-12-09T20:48:00.002+08:00

A pity, i lost one of it.

4N1 Chatlet went on smoothly !
Enjoyable yet tiring ~_~
Didn't get to sleep well for the first night.
But second night, we slept soundly ^^
I dk if i am dreaming, that's why i slept for fully six hours ^^
The second day was fun :D
Bbq at night, though the food wasn't enough but it was fun.
Sad thing is, i didn't eat well on that night :(
Haha, forget it.
After sleeping for 4 hours after i reached i home. I am still feeling tired :(
Shall turn in early ^^
Aye, i foget what i want to post ._.
Bye humans :DD

A heart breaking isn't as loud as a bombexploding. Sometimes it can be as quiet as feather falling&th most painful thing is, no one hears it, except u

2009-12-04T22:44:00.003+08:00

Wow, i'm officially sixteen :D One more year to be seventeen. Laughs. That's a long way to go. Yesterday, went out with school friends to celebrate my birthday. Thanks for the outing and wonderful timing. And that delicious cake which Alan always claim that is the cake he choose. Haha. I am fortunate to taste three different birthday cake. I made the same birthday wish :) Let's hope it will come true ^^ Thank god for giving me such great friends and a great birthday :D Alright, pictures will be upload soon in facebook . Gonna turn in early, there's work tmr :( But luckily girlf is working with me :D Bye humans <3

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2009-12-02T00:38:00.003+08:00

Today's title : I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand. So now I leave without a sound, except that of my heart shattering as it hits the ground.
Laughs, i am back :D
It's finally December ! :D
ALright, let's start from last week.
Went to to work at Tpy, great time.
Friday, met a new friend helping out at tpy outlet (;
Friendly person, thanks to him. Time passed quicky when he is around.
He only helped out till Sunday and Sunday was also my last day working at Tpy :(
After break, went to brought some cakes from Polar to give it them
Edmund was nice. He said " Why buy cakes for us? "
I replied : " Today is my last day so just treat you all "
Edmund says : " So like that, you not coming back to visit us or go out with us la? "
I replied : " No ! I will come back and look for you all "
Edmund just laugh at me.
Haha. Ya, i met lots of great people at Tpy outlet.
Especially Edmund. The one that talked to me, the full conversaion.
He is also the one who cheer me up, giving me advice.
& Amamda, always saying that i am pathetic cause Eimond disturbed me.
Haha, ya and Peishan and Elisa :D
Will definetly miss working with them :(

Yesterday, went for Henca's meeting.
Was so happy that I received compliment from Brendan but a pity i am quitting :X
Many new staffs came in to replace the old staffs .
AFter meeting, lunched at Subways. Got free cookies. Shawn, Amanda and Gershon was hilarous when they are in the Subway. Laughs. Gonna miss the outing on every monday.
We went to Vivo city after lunch. Met Jiarui and went there together.
We also went for movie, watched GoKusen. A pity, we could not watch Case 39. Damn Gv manager ._. Sorry guys :X Felt so pissed off by that manager ._.
After movie, went out of Vivo city to have some fresh air. Raine and Mich came to meet us :D
All of us went to Harbofront centre to have out dinner. On the way, saw Kelvin !
Went back to vivo to the third floor. Many memories kept flashing through my mind :S
&&& BIG THANKYOU TO SHAWN, JIARUI, AMANDA, GERSHON, KENNETH, ALICIA, MICHAELA AND LARAINE. Even though the girls are acting , but i managed to guess what was it going to happen. Laughs.
& Jiarui was the one who made a prank on me. My first birthday prank in my life.
He smashed my face into the wonderful cake. Haha, bu i managed to get my revenge.
He is so so funny when i put some water on his face. Many people start saying " omg, this water is dirty, many people urine and stuffs and it contain cholrine "
SO he was " freaked out " and asked my to give my him my facail wipes :D
Laughs, memorable day with Henca staffs :D
It was sweet of them to help me celebrate, despite we only know of weeks :D
Great people :D
Today ! Went out with Mich aunt to town. Went to find Shawn at Ion (;
He was surprise to see us. Laughs. & Get well soon (:
Went to Far east to get my eyelash clip and Mich went to buy her mom's clip.
Her mommy is veyr cool ! :D
AFter hunting, something cool attract our attention :D
After much considerations, we went in to....
To have colored hair extensions :D
& Thanks aunt for the hair extensions :DDDD
Accompained her for dinner but i didn't eat. Mommy is waiting for me to finish her Sushi ^^
Walked to The cathay to get Aunt's application form (:
Then walked to Plaza sing, look for my lip gloss. BUT it's out of stocks X_X
Before prom, i can't get it due to out of stocks.
After prom, i can't get it due to out of stocks. Omg.
No choice so we trained back to Sengkeng. Met Chewming to pass her the clip and she brought me home using her bicycle :D Thanks :D
Enjoyable day :D

In between the days, i didn't blog but there's some phrases that are meaningful (:
"Don't ever give up if you still want to try, don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry. Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know. Don't ever say you don't love him if you can't let him go."

"Sometimes we tend to be in despair when the person we love leaves us, but the truth is, it's not our loss, but theirs, for they left the only person who wouldn't give up on them."

"Some people say the worst way to miss someone is when they are right next to you and you know you can't have them, but it's worse when you thought you didn't want them anymore and then all of a sudden you realize you can't live without them."

I'm trying.

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met.

2009-11-28T02:27:00.001+08:00

没有你 -

我把回忆关进房间
眼前不断浮现
有你陪我所有画面
朋友说我变得沉默
变得有些难过
邻居都听见了寂寞
也许时间给得太少
没有珍惜你的好
城市太喧闹
你没有听到
我不该把手放掉
没有了你
没有爱情
什么都已经是空气
这些没有你的日子
没有了自己
没有了你
没有力气
孤单香水却来袭
我想念你向上气味
请给我
相互拥抱的机会
你离开我才明白
幸福已经溜掉
你也许都不会知道
也许时间给得太少
没有珍惜你的好
城市太喧闹
你没有听到
我不该把手放掉
没有了你
没有爱情
什么都已经是空气
这些没有你的日子
没有了自己
没有了你
没有力气
孤单香水却来袭
我想念你向上气味
请给我
相互拥抱的机会
爱情如果都是微笑
那多美好
天亮得太早再偷一秒
想你的笑
想听你吵
才发现思念发酵
耶~~
没有了你
没有爱情
什么都已经是空气
这些没有你的日子
没有了自己
没有了你
没有力气
孤单香水却来袭
我想念你向上气味
请给我
相互拥抱的机会

Thinking of you is easy - I do it every day. Missing you is the heartache, that never goes away.

2009-11-26T02:04:00.003+08:00

Last friday, prom was great. Everything went smoothly and i guessed i enjoyed the prom. Laughs, it's cool seeing your school mates in pretty dresses and cool suits :D
Pictures are in facebook (:

Monday - Henca meeting.
After meeting, raine and chewming went off.
Left cia and i and we are tagging along with Shawn, Jiarui, Amanda and Zheng Min for Kbox. Went all the way to Tajong katong. Amazingly, we saw raine and her friends. Laughs ! After 4hours of sing along session. Wanted to catcha movie but it's kinda late so for dinner at Paya Labar instead. Had Aston for dinner :D
& ya, thanks Shawn for the taxi fares ^^
Laughs, & home sweet home after that.

Tuesday - Went out with Mom and sister and my brother tagged along.
Shopping at Bugis street. Did not get much stuffs.
After that, reached home. Prepare and etc, went out again with sister to meet Cia, Shawn and Jiarui for movie. We watched Paranormal Activity.
They went for dinner after that at mac..
Then trained home :D

Today ! First outing with Haikal and Luqman :D
Meeting with relay leaders including Yeechen at 1pm at Sengkeng cc till four plus.
Met Mich and trained to Dhoby Ghaut. After much considerations, we went to Cineleisure for movie. My girlfriend is an agent :D
Thumps up for that show :DD
Luqman joined us for the movie. They went for dinner at BK and walked to orchard just to take the train when we can go straight to Summerset. Laughs.

& I am going back to Tpy to work, kinda scare. I dk why :S
ALright, gonna turn in alr.
Night humans.
Goodnight ♥ .

Straight or curly ?

2009-11-19T03:48:00.002+08:00

I NEED COMMENT FROM PEOPLE.
I am deciding which one is more suitable for me to attend prom (:
SORRY FOR THE LAST MINUTE DECISION :X
P.S : DON'T CARE ABOUT THE MAKE UP.

No matter how many times I try and move on, my heart always takes me back here to you.

2009-11-19T03:05:00.002+08:00

A brand new day !
My love quote is still a sad one but i like it.
Even god wants me to accecpt the changes.
Quizzes told me to stop being in a relationships.
This is a message i got from a application.
On this day of your life, Zhi Qing, we believe God wants you to know ... that change is the very nature of life, - welcome it.
No glass ever became sand again; No bread ever became wheat; No ripened fruit ever became a flower. Welcome change, and choose what kind of glass you create, what kind of bread you bake, what kind of fruit you harvest.

ALright. Today went out with Raine and Mich !
Cia and ming didn't join us. Von went out with her cousin and need to work.
So only left three of us.
But it's okay. It's crazy to go shopping with LARAINE !
In one hour, she spent $121.
In one hour, i spend $75 !
This is my first time shopping so crazy and tired , i dk why. LOL.
Mich also spent alot, don't know it's whose fault. Laughs.
Went to junction to have dinner and Hon popped out of no where.
After dinner, walked around junction. Met Yanrui, he told us he is not going to prom :( How sad ?
Raine and mich went off first.
I waited for Hon to try and his shirts and purchase it.
& trained back to Sengkeng. He dropped off at Sengkeng to look out for his suspender and G2000 top..
So i went home alone with many shopping bags :D
That's all for today, tmr shopping again :D
Oh ya, my prom stuffs is nearly settle except for some here and there :D
&&& Prom is just TOMORROW !

Bye people, i am going to sleep and kill my hunger :D

If the human body can live with food and water, then why does it feel like I can't live without you?

2009-11-17T22:40:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, woke up early to attend meeting at Henca.
Talked about our sales. Brendan is disappointed about my sales. I am disappointed too. After that went out with cia, ming, Shawn, Jiarui and Amamda.
Raine went off to meet her friends :(
We watched 2012. Nice movie :D
Hope the world don't end in this way :/
Before the movie, went for pool for a couple of rounds. Shawn and Jiarui pay for the bill. & Shawn also treat us the combo with popcorn, ice cream and drinks.
Seriously i can't taste the difference between normal chocolate ice cream and Hagen Dazz chocolate ice cream. Laughs. I don't know who to appreciate good food (:
After movie, walked to Far east. Supposingly, girls are hunting for prom stuffs but end up only Alicia and Jiarui bought their stuffs. By the time, all the shops had closed.
So today i went to Far east with Alicia :D
& again raine abandoned me :X
I only managed to buy my eyelashes but not bag and shoe :(
Saw many familar faces including Kelly.N :D Long time no see my dear girl ! :D Haha
Kept buying food when we are at Ion orchard,. Laughs.
So girlf, you own me the chicken stick ^^
Ya, i got so much things to post but time is running :X
& for pictures, it will be upload to my facebook.
It's troublesome to upload on blogger.
Bye people :D

These two days, my life have been miserable.
I am happy that i am spending my time with my friends, be it new or old.
Though i am still trying but i don't think i can do it in two three days
I'm still yearning.
My heart is still bleeding.
I feel so empty when i can no longer talk to you like a special someone.
I can no longer go out with you being your girlf.
I can no longer hear you saying iloveyou.
There's too much i can no longer...
Sigh, i hope time will be the best medicine.
If only i can go for a brainwash session. Ya, if only ._.

Everything ended.

2009-11-16T00:40:00.002+08:00

People, once you saw this don't ask me why unless you are someone close to me .
My love life ended on 14th November 2009 ; 11.01pm.
A 7months and 12days relaionship had ended.
No matter how much i yearn for you, you won't be back.
I guess it's time to let you go. As I said no point keeping someone who doesn't feel the same way as you. You said i am understanding. No, i just don't want you to fret over such small things.
My heart is aching but i know you won't be back.
Goodbye my dearest boy. Thankyou for those wonderful experiences and memories.
As you what you says, let us bring the good memories with us and not the sad ones..
I am awaiting for my birthday to arrive so that you could celebrate with me.
But it will still be a mystery. I hope you won't give an empty promise.
& i hope......

I love you.

I miss you.

2009-11-13T00:37:00.003+08:00

Five days had passed.
Amazingly i am still alive. Haha, that's ridiculous.

I had my wonderful two days off.
Tuesday - I was at home watching my lovely Princess Hour ( loves )
On the day, i manage to finish the whole series and the next day i re-watch again !
HAHAHAHA ! I am really going gaga over this show. It is really damn nice and the couple are very sweet ^^

Wednesday - I went out with my girls, a pity mich was working so she coulden't join us. Went around City square mall and Clarke Quay to look from dress but nothing caught my attention. The worst thing is prom is on next friday ._.
I guess i will just wear my own dress, since it is going to hold in school so why bother to buy expensive dress? :D Save money ^^
After von and cia went off.
Raine and I decided to go to the Fort Canning Park when it was around 8pm.
When we were at the entrance, it look so errie and scary,
End up we didn't go in :X
Laughs,

Today, second day of work at TPY.
Today's sale was bad and it was very quiet ):
I hope tmr won't be like that :D
Alright, smile and be positive ( even though right now i feel like crying )
Haha. Afterall my mood is still down.

It hurts...

2009-11-12T01:05:00.003+08:00

I saw something which caught my attention. I don't know if i what think is correct. But i guess i am able to believe that you all are hanging together. The feeling is back. Kinda of unsecure Shall post about my life tomorrow. Goodnight people.

Singtel promoter (:

2009-11-10T00:04:00.002+08:00

Sign of relief.
This job isn't as bad as i what i thought.
It just need a little time to boast your courage to the know the people out there and meet new people :D

Okay, i shall start from last friday, first day of Trail.
The trail was scary, as it was my first time working alone, in a new environment and first time doing sales. was posted to Ion orchard for my trail & i was asked to find Shawn. Okay, saw him and he was my mentor.. Was very nervous at that moment..
He asked me to calm down because i looked very tense and stress up :X
But he is a nice guy (: He treated me bubble tea so that i could stop being nervous. Thanks yeah ! & he wanted to treat me dinner but i rejected as Ion food is really expensive ~@%#$^$^$^%& ! But it's nice , i guess? LOL
Okay, first impression of the people at Ion orchard was i am shy..
Alright, i know people who really know me well will burst out laughing when they see this. But I just don't laugh of me, alright? ^^
Ion orchard is nice place to work, cooling environment, nice toilet ( LOL )...
& at that partucular Friday, S.H.E was here in Ion orchard. Saw them at a very far distance. Can't be really bothered to see them because they are not LMH ! :D
Hees, my apology :X

Today was my first day working alone w/o any friends or Shawn.
Sighed, finally the first day is over.
After four hours had passed, one soul came and talked to me. I was like "phewwwwww".
But my first impression was fierce and scary but after he is not bad (: and as well the other two staffs. Only manage to really know them when i about to knock off.
I am really pathetic :(
But i will be back there on thursday (:
Alright alright, kinda of tired but i want to watch my drama :D
So..
Bye peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
I am off tmr ^^

Friendships are fragile.

2009-11-05T11:33:00.003+08:00

To her :
I saw your post. I guess it's time for to write how i felt.
I guess we have way too much misunderstandings. So much that it drift us apart.
Firstly, i don't think going to club is bad thing. But we are just afraid that you will get cheated or even mix with the wrong company. You know how guys are when they are clubbing right? Have you ever thought that we are actually caring for you and not others? I am not sure if you had thought of this before. I am not sure if you knows that your mom is upset about it and we don't know that your parents know that you are going for clubbing. I really don't want you to follow my path. Do you know how guilty i felt when my mom teared in front of me? I guess you don't want to see your mom tear in front of you right? I'm sorry if there's times we really neglect you. Just like the incident before the night class. I had to say i did call/text you when i am at home but you didn't reply or answer my phone. & i had to leave the house early so that i am not. True, you are always asking us where to go, where do you have for lunch later..
I appreciated that, i really do. I know talking to us, might really be frustrating when we didn't asnwer you.
I am not sure if you really didn't neglect us. Because you are always on close term with your outside friends. I would not mention who they are, but i guess you know it yourself. We are able to see the difference the way you treat them and the way you treat us. I am not sure if you realise it. Have you ever think that cia and I are jealous? I know it seem ridiculous that we are jealous, but we are. Though we didn't say out, does not meant that we are not right?
I didn't neglect you. Everytime you did not come to school, i would help you collect all the homeworks and passed it to you. Isn't that a friends job?
Yes, you changed. I don't know if we are responsible for your changes.
But i had to say this, now you are acting like a princess with attitude.
I am telling you this and i hope you would realise your mistakes.
Up till now, i am still angry about the plan. I don;t understand why you had to scold me when i know it last minute? Do you think i really wish to cancel it off?
No, i don't ! That's all i want to see. I will leave everything to you to take this friendship back or leave it.
Once again, i am sorry to all the mistakes i had made.
We hope that the old "you" will be back.

The first and the last.

2009-11-04T02:20:00.003+08:00

&yupp today is my first day working and yet it happens to be my last day of work.
I guess i am not persistence as i can't take hardship :S
But the job is really tired/tough/disheartening. Really OMG ?
& B. knows about this job but he did not tell me. Worst thing is he actually act blur in front of me ! I was like @_@ when i heard this.
Forget it, i have alr resigned (:
Sign of relief* But the good thing of working there is that the people there are very friendly and noisy. HAHA :X
But i guess raine and I always got such things and we did very badly even for CIP.
Sighed :(
So halfway through, we lost our momentum to work because it is really very disheartening when everyone you asked, they reject you.
& we are standing under the hot sun :(:(:(
So we left at nearly 3pm and head down to Orchard.
Supposingly we are there to look for jobs but after a few rounds, we stopped and we started shopping. Haha, that's what all girls does right ? ^^
We left Orchard at around 6plus and head down to Bugis as raine need to meet her family (:
So i went to meet my lovely grandmother and girlf :D
Had pepper lunch for dinner, was so hungry that i finish the whole plate with extra meat. Hungry till the extent that my stomach rumbles :(
Hees, alright alright.
& finally i have bought my demin short && it only cost 15bucks ^^
Haha, happy happy :D I need money :(
I am trying to approach my mom on creating an Atm card for me (;
I don't know if it's a success one but i am really need that card for emergency ^^
I am tired :(
I woke up at 7.30am :(
It's 2.36am and i am still awake :(
My leg is aching :(
Alright, i shall stop moaning , haha.

Bye humans :DDDDDDDD

You changed so much that i can hardly recognise you.

What a ________ day ?

2009-11-02T00:50:00.003+08:00

You guys should help me by filling up the blank.
Haha !
Ya, what a day ? ._.

Okay !
Firstly..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LARAINEEEEEEEEEE :D ( i am late by one day, but i know she won't blame me right? ^^ ) &&& Cheer up girl ! I can lend you my broad shoulders ^^

Secondly...
HAPPY HAPPY SEVENTH ANNIVERSARY TO B. ;D
Yupp, time flies, i guess. Haha.

Good news!
I had found a great job :D
credits goes to raine :D
Thanks my dear ^^
All of us managed to clinch this job after the interview.
It goes pretty smooth, i suppose. haha
The boss was funny.. & the most unbelievable thing is : THE BOSS ACTUALLY STAYS NEAR MY HOUSE ! LMAO.
This is how it goes..
Boss : You all stay quite near my house.
All : Oh.
After mich and raine's introduction, it was my turn and he was reading about my infomations.
He suddenly said this : You stay nearest to my house. Near Rivervale plaza right?
I replied : Er... ya. ( at the moment i was STUNNED ! )
Never did i believe that such thing will happen ! HAHA.
But the sweet thing is..
This is what he says : No matter how far the workplace is, you all can go with my car .
&& we were damn happy BECAUSE we can save time and transport :D
Laughs. Okay okay, enough of this wild-ness.

Yupp, i guess i got to go now..
I am waiting for the feeling to come :D

I spell the word R.E.J.O.I.C.E !

2009-10-29T00:37:00.002+08:00

YES ! HOLIDAYS HAVE OFFICIALLY START ! ;DDDDDDDDD
WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO !~
BURNING AND TEARING MY MATH STUFFS IN PROCESS 1
& ENTRY PROOF ! HAHAHAHAHA :x
OPPS, i am kinda off right now.

Zhenlin just bid goodbye (:
LOL !
Bored :(
The thought of going to prom is _________.
You shall fill in the blanks.
It's really a hassle to hunt for dresses, heels, make-up & etc..
One word to describe BORING !
The worst thing is, it's held in school :(
No motivation .

Sigh, whatever.
I can't think of anything to post. Mood is back to normal, i guess?
So i am turning in soon.
Breakfast with girls, job hunting and interview :D

Byessssssssssssssssssssssssss :D

One more day & it will be over.

2009-10-27T22:53:00.002+08:00

Wow. I guess that three days jobs was a disappointment.
Can't be bothered, i had wasted my time on that lame-interview.
In the end, i got nothing BUT a false hope.
Forget about it... I did tell myself if i didn't get the job, i will be off to helloween party ^^
Yes yes, i am excited about it :D
I'm feeling bored :(
When i am bored, i will tends to think out of the box, and it leads to STRESS ._.
My life is boring, no one add colours to my life :(
HAHA, whatever. I feel like posting things about friend but i am being pulled back.
I dk why :X
&ya, up till now i still don't get it.. Sigh...

I guess i need a break !
After tmr, i will tear away my books, worksheets, notes.... &&& BURNT THEM ! LAUGHS.
I am insane, too much studying have clot my wildness.
A break ! I guess i have to go to Escape theme park to ride the Viking ship for ten times and scream like crazy girl to realese all my sorrows and misery ^^
Perphaps after that i will send to the hospital :X
Or or a trip to the beach? Suntanning plus screaming? ^^

Laughs, my Ahma just told me she went to watch Kumar again.
Haha, his jokes are hillarious :DDDD
Hees. Omg. Imagine, he is coming to our prom night to be MC.
I think i'll laugh till i am on the floor rolling. Haha, okay not that exxagerating :D

Alright, i shall end my rants here.
Bye Humans :D
& hope tmr math paper 2 won't be a hard one :( :( :(

Two more days.

2009-10-26T15:38:00.002+08:00

I shall make this post short and sweet (:
I can't believe that i am having my o'level math paper tomorrow !
Taking with thousands of Express students including people from top schools.
Sigh, i need my distictions for this subject.
So that next year i can concentrate on my A-math and D&T :( :( :(
OMG ~_~
I guess i should find Kumar for entertainment right? haha ^^
His videos are super funny :D

Alright, i better not waste any time :X
I am going to have my lovely cold green tea ^^

Idioms and adjectives.

2009-10-21T00:18:00.004+08:00

I have no idea why today's english lesson is interesting.
While other people find it boring :X Somehow i am able to see our teacher's hardwork. Perhaps he really want us to do well in english for O's.
Well, learnt many many proverbs or idioms.
It's very interesting to know so many different types of words but they are the same meaning. Cool ! :D
I fall in love with this idiom " sweet indulgence of creamy chocolate ", kinda of sweet right? ^^
Laughs.
I came back to blog at such timing because i have the sudden urge to post. Dots.
Hmmm. It might be a emmotional post, i suppose?
well, people come and go.
As well as friends.. Is either your grab them tightly before they are gone or let them go before you all become close friends. Ya, i feeling kinda of upset right now :|
Maybe i always take things for granted? I dk. I start to treasure when i begin to lose something. Are friends meant to be trusted or ...
I've no idea. I am living in a world with full of complications.
Without obstacle, we won't grow from our mistakes.
& i guess that is why our life is full of complications. We have to be brave enough to face out obstacles or even pick up ourselves when we fall from our mistakes.
Why can't humans are like animal? Animals are innocent, they don't do things with motives. They don't gets greedy, unlike human being.. Sighed :(
This post shall be kept for me.
A post which reprimands me for my silly acts. Laughs, i guess i'm lill crazy :X

&& Anyone peeps, don't worry about my dad and i (:
& yes, family don't bear grudges. Winks*
Hees, i am pondering..
Having mixed feelings... happy, sad, confuse... Whatever.
Who cares? One night sleep will clear my sorrows ^^

P.s if there is any spelling errors, i'm typing very fast and my eyes are closing :X
Goodnight humans :DD

Perhaps i'm really an...

2009-10-17T00:33:00.003+08:00

Sigh. I'm having a terrible moodswing after i heard something hurtful. This is not my first time hearing such things from my non. Sighed. It's confusing. How can he said such things to hurt me? I really don't get it. In the first place, why do you have to raise me up when you are treating me like this? It's torturing. I don't see you treating my sister or my brother this way. Just because i'm the eldest, so i have go through such suffering? I've been always wanting to rebell, but i had no idea why i don't have the courage to.. I'm trying so hard to earn their trust but again and again i'm falling. I really hate this. Why can't i have a wonderful and loving family? i'm really envious of people who live in such family. They are really lucky... Dear god, i really wish they can know how i'm feeling. It's really painful hearing this kind of words from my own dad. Sighed. I guess it's enough of all this rants . Shall be optimistic towards my life :D though i don't have great family ties but i have a great boyfriend and wonderful friends around me. Haha, that's more than enough already i guess (: Alright, i shall continue my daily affairs tomorrow :D

Bye humans :D

wooohoooo !~

2009-10-13T00:26:00.002+08:00

N-level is officailly overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr :D
Tadah ! :D
Shopping is half done but not prom dress :S
I guess i am feeling better after the shower {:
Feel more relax now, hees ^^

Today, afternoon went to have lunch with B.
I saw lots of familar faces, winks* Haha.
OKay, then wen back to school to have my d&t paper.
The paper was tough :(
After that went to Bugis with my lovely Yvonne.
Indeed she's my mother ^^ Treat me like a little kid and afraid that i will lost my way. Laughs. All mother will do that to their daughter right? :D
Something happened, not to mention about it.
& i guess i met some new friends? ( I suppose )
Or probably only Endrick? Because he entertained me while von was busy settling some stuffs. Anyway thanks for the entertainment (; Though he won't see this, laughs.
Okay, i i guess i shall stop now.
Tomorrow, beach cum picnic session :D
&&& SUNTANNING SESSION ;DDDDDDDDD

hees, ignore me then . Winks* ^^

I've found the key

2009-10-11T16:28:00.002+08:00

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !
I'm mad. Last paper of N'level tmr :DD
After tmr's paper...
I'm going to shoooooopppppingggggg !
I'm going to beeaaacchh !
I'm going for moooovvviiieeess !

But i still have my O'level math paper :(
At least i have got time to study, yay ! :DD
Kinda of feeling tired right now and i am happy (:
Probably tmr's my last paper? ^^
But other people have alr ended. Sigh :(

&&& Yes, prom night is here. Have been waiting for this day since i am in sec one.
But going for prom, isn't easy. Fretting over issues about dresses, shoes, hairstyles... blah blah.
Oh ya ! I'm not longer BANG !
But right now i am waiting for my frinch to grow longer and thicker (:
Hope it won't look bad :X

Hees, beach session w/ girlfs and maybe the guys? I am not sure :/
Yay ! Finally i can have my suntanning session ! rollar blading !!
I guess i didn't those my rollar blade since this year started. Been a busy year.
I wonder how will my life be next year? O_O
haha, shall not broad about it (:

I've got so much things to post but i guess time is running.
I've to start studying for my D&t theory :X
I've to get my A for the subjects.
I'll not make empty promises !

One piece of good news :D
B says i'm improving .
I guess i have found the key to start to be courageous. Hees ^^
Expected, i am really a dumb woodblock :D
& ya, i guess the sun is back again (:

Alright, got to end here. ( omg, i didn't realise i have typed so much )
Bye humans :D

I was banged by her.

2009-10-02T12:52:00.003+08:00

Hello wello peoples !
Another three more days to N level ! ! !
I can't believe time is passing so fast ! OMG X_X
& yes, Chemistry, Physic, E-math, A-math, Geography & Design and Technology to study ! I need a very good time management or either a timetable ? Sighed.

Today. Early release ^^
I rushed back home to use the comp.Laughs.
I looked at Danny fb again, hees. I guess i was influence by Cia :X
and he's getting married. Or probably he is alr engaged? Hmmm o.O
Danny is back for Booster session on monday ! Well, i guess it was not a disappointment :D
Uh oh, i have been wasting my time ( again & again )
Urgh, i forget what i am going to post !
Whatever, shall start working hard :D
11 more days and i can a little break before O'level math is starting (:
Cheers :DD

Focus. Please.

Am i lying to myself ?

2009-09-21T16:30:00.002+08:00

Ya, seriously i don't know.
If i am, i hope i could stop.
If i am not, that's good.
Well, firstly ...

Happy birthday to L.Chunhow ( 20th sep )
& Happy birthday to Karen.A ( 21 sep ) :D
Laughs, i am still waiting for my birthday to arrive ! ^^
Anyway it's till long, whatver ~
Yesterday went to celebrate Ch's birthday, played pool.
A great one :D
& on friday, we gave him a surprise " party "
Because of him, we girls stayed in the kitchen for two days.
As we were baking cakes, pastries and making pudding !
Well, hope he ejoys it :D

Today, waorking in the morning.
Runner at first, after that batch cook (:
It's nice to work at batch cook.
Firstly, you don't have to face customer.
Secondly, the people there are nice :D
Supposing i am going out with raine and cia but i rejected their offer :X
Hees, i'm not bad kay.
Just that i can't make it for today though i am very free. Haha, how ironic.
I just finish posting and tagging the pictures on 9th sept outing.
There's more to gooooooooooo :D

Von is coming back today ! Kinda of missing her (:
Haha, alright humans go to go out :D

Do i ?

What a week !?

2009-09-15T21:57:00.003+08:00

In a week, i am late for two days.
In a month, i am late for three times.
In a year, i am late for seven times.
Great, i've been down on luck.
Left eyelid had been jumping since sunday
It suppose to be a good sign but the outcome turned out to be bad.
Sighed. I've to stop moaning and groaning !!

Hasn't been in great mood this few days. I have idea why i am feeling this way.
Perphaps, every trouble is forming together and giving me i big headache.
Urgh, i always forgot what i am to type !
My stm is getting bad, ya i got influence ~~~~ by......
& Thanks human for cheering me up when i am down. Everything are settled (:

20 days to N'level examinations.
480 hours to N'level examinations.
28800 minutes to N'level examinations.
1728000 seconds to N'level examinations.
Yes, i am insane.
People out there are sleeping/studying/revising for their prelims/examinations.
Yet i am waste my time here counting this and that. Laughs.
Oh ya, i am wondering how come i hearing stuffs about my love life when it's not supposed to be true. Whatever, i'm speechless. Ya right, moodswing ._.

Laughs. Today, i told girlf that i am envious of her. So i hope this girl could cherish what she have {: &&& PLEASE BE OPTIMISTIC !!!!!!!!!!!

Yes yes yes.
You are wearing a mask.

What is today?

2009-09-02T17:57:00.000+08:00

An anniversary or ?
I don't know. I'm still waiting but ?
Sigh , i really don't know.
The pain is excruciating, why is this happening to me?
Can i turned the time back ?
Can anyone wake me up from this nightmare !?

Melody ~ lalala~

2009-08-20T21:43:00.001+08:00

What a funny tittle for today. Laughs, but who cares?
It's so werid, prelim just ended few days ago and n levels are reaching about 19 more days but i'm still not in the study mode. In fact, i'm still slacking !
OMG !? Gonna stop this asap !
Before i have regrets in my life, i shall make the right path (:

Tatah ! Decide to look on the bright side instead of the dark side, good attitude ! :D I guess i didn't do well for my prelims even for my strong subjects, sigh.
&ya ! Today lunched at Pizza Hut with girls.
No matter where we had our lunch together, we went crazy !
Today, we played the Truth or Dare and we are only allow to choose " dare ".
Laughs, i guess all of us had a great time. Shall not mention about the process ^^
Alright, i'm kinda of bored right now. Nobody is talking to me :(
Msn is having some problem right now. It auto close the whole window and i had to sign in again.
Nevermind, it's getting late.
So bye humans :D

The math results will be out tmr, i'm afraid ! X_X

Reality.

2009-08-16T16:56:00.000+08:00

Reality is harsh.
I've to face the reality than continue lying to myself.

The tears beginning to pool in my eyes.

2009-08-16T15:06:00.000+08:00

I'm kinda of bored right now and i have the momentum to blog.
Life hasn't be easy for me, since prelim started.
Papers are tougher then the tys.
What is this? Ugh ._.

Friday, took an afternoon break to go out with friends :D
Great time ! It had been ages since i went out in a big group.
Catch the movie " Where got ghost ? "
It is hilarious ! The best thing is Yvonne picked up her courage to watch the show !
But its not really scary ^^
&&& Orphan seems to have a nice story plot !
That is so tempting !
Anyone wants to watch it ? Girls? Or Yew? Laughs.
Yew, i make sure you don't have chance to scare me !

Sigh, i'm pouring my trouble to a great pal.
Thanks, pal {:

I tried to control but i falied .
I'm afraid i will break out into tears the moment i see you.
Sigh, now i am lost for words.
Forget about it, shall stop blogging till my prelims are over.
Bye people.

Silence .

2009-08-10T17:40:00.001+08:00

Singapore's birthday is over :(
Didn't get to celebrate Singapore 44th birthday.
& i didn't get to watch the fire works ! X_X
Sigh, shall wait for her 45th birthday :D

Yesterday was Shaun last day of working, gonna miss working with this "Radio"
Laughs. Shaun, i guess you understands right? ^^

Today !
A happy working day, time pass quickly in the morning till eleven with Janson's accompany {: As well as Auntie Leechin and Auntie Liza, great aunties ! :D
Thanks for their help ! :D
& woman, don't malign me when you don't know the truth !
Thanks for spoiling my mood ._.

I am in the mid of prelimnary exams, time is tight !
50 odd days and N level will approach ! OMG O_O !

Alright, stop.
I will update my blog after my prelim {:
& will try to upload photos @ Marina Barrage with B & Nationday celebration at YCK stadium {:

& Unknown, i think i know who are you {:
Well, i guess you have misunderstood about the paragraph.
In fact i'm not talking about you so ya...

Muscle cramp.

2009-07-22T22:07:00.002+08:00

OH MY..
I have been having muscle cramp after i practice the standing board jump.
Pathetic, i hate that station !
I understand how guys can jump till so far without failing.
& I have been having cough since one week ago?
I guess it have become worst :(
Thanks to ? I dk who is it. Laughs.
There's math and ss test tmr but here i am blogging :X
& YES ! There's Adam Khoo booster session !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have been waiting for it since the programe ended :DDDDDD
HAHAHAHA ! I can't wait for Danny standing infront of the class and start telling jokes ! Laughs, what a wonderful memeory he gave us ! ^^

My friend, this is for you.
I really don't get it why are you making a fuss when you know this?
Aren't you unreasonable about it ? You can have a partner, so why can't i ?
You mean, you are the only one who needs love? & i don't need ?
Sorry to say, I've to be harsh. Because i really think that it's unfair.
I hate to you see you treating me like nobody.
What's done is done. The past is always the past. No matter what, time couldn't turn back. Anyway it's really up to you if you are going to continue. What i want to say, is just this. My friend, i really hope to help you and stop making more mistakes in your life. There's no point regreting but only trying your very best to mend it back.
Please, do treasure anyone whom are close to you before there are gone.

Up and down.

2009-07-19T22:39:00.002+08:00

Sigh.......
Kinda feeling frustrated right now.
Up and down in my life..
Problems are getting serious right now.
Forget it, shall be optimistic about it.
No point sitting there and start moaning about it.
There's thing waiting for me to do and slove it !
Yes, that's the right attitude !

C'mon everybody, it's time to be strong !

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!
imissyou :(

I want to take a picture of love.

2009-07-18T18:21:00.002+08:00

yes, i want. Wow, it's been ages since i update my blog. Haha, i have been really busy for this week for d&t. And now i'm about to complete my artefact :D three cheers for myself ! ^^ all it need is some touching up for here and there :) but the sad thing is there's still a presentation board to do. The first board is done, left with two boards . And and still have evaluation to do ! Sigh, hope that my days for d&t will be smooth ^^
Tests and mock and exams are coming up again :( soon prelim will arrive too. There's too much for me to do. Have not start to do revision for all my seven subjects. And ya, i'm proud to say today is the sixth day that i have see B. Kinda of weird huh, hees. Cheers :D i'm not that heartless kay.
Today ! I saw Ranson at mac and the best thing is recognise me and remember my name ! Omg, feel really happy about this ! Hahaha.. Alright, chills :) Alright, shall update later :D

Weariness.

2009-06-30T19:30:00.002+08:00

Is tiring to adapt to school life after one month of " holiday ".
The first steps is always thr hardest. Sighed, soon i will get use to it.
Waking up early in the morning to go to school.
School changes because of the H1N1 thingy..
Recess has become shorter X_X
alright, shall stop complaining {:
Lynnette bbq was a great one too with lots of seafood !
Indeed, organising a bbq wasn't an easy task.
Anyway have to thank her and her two brother for the effort.
Pictures are still in my phone. I'm lazy to post the picture :X

Got to rush my d&t asap before i could concentrate on other subjects !
I'm tired.
Shall go to rest now :X
Bye humans :D

Bit by bit ..

2009-06-26T15:05:00.022+08:00

Went out with B. on wednesday.
Was suppose to go to town to service my phone, but that plan failed.
After that we went to Cityhall to shop by killing time because we wants to have
a better night view at Singapore flyer.
We bought take-aways and eat at th bus stop while waiting for the shuttle bus.
After so long, the bus finally came and we board the cool bus. Laughs.
Reached Singapore flyer, bought out tickets and off we fly !

The capsule belong to us ! :D

Stop scolding me .. :(

Sigh, i'm trapped inside the flyer X_X

Nightview in Singapore :DD

Reflection ^^

Lynnette's bbq afterwards ! :D

homework HOMEwork HOMEWORK !

2009-06-25T16:18:00.000+08:00

Holiday is ending real soon ! The extended holiday is cancelled :( Sighed, i thought i could have the one week holiday to finish all my homework but it,s cancelled. Forget it ._. Piles of homework undone ! What can i do ? Time is so limited right now ! I'm greedy :x i want everything at one time. 24hours a day is definetly not enough for me ! Ya, no point complaining ! I've been telling myself for so many times but i still make this mistake. I guess it have become a habit. Laughs. Alright, enough for this pessimistic thingy. Shall concentrate now :(

Endurance .

2009-06-23T18:01:00.000+08:00

Laughs, finally i got some time to update this blog.

Alright, let's get started :D
Last wednesday 17th June went out with B. to watch Monster Vs Alien 3d.
Overall, the movie was funny but the effect is just average.
Probably my expectation are too high, Laughs.
& Dine in Carl's Jr then home sweet home :DD

Last thurdays 18th june went out with group of friends to watch Drag me to hell ^^
Pretty enjoyable and thrilling ! Laughs.
Dine in at Ajisen Ramen.
Went to arcade.
Camwhore in the train and mrt station.
Home sweet home :)

Yesterday, 22nd June went to Ehub to get our NEBO membership.
Lunched at BBQ Chicken. The restaurant had a delightful ambiance.
A hyper time at Escape theme park.
I went in to the haunted house, kinda of proud of myself . Laughs.
Credit goes to B. Von, you did a great job ! ( With the help of Rick )
Hah !
Rick went off first, follow by von.
Dine in at Pasta Mania w/ B.
Chat, laugh, gossip ...
&&& home sweet home :D

Today !
Went to d&t in morning.
SS was cancel due to Mr T's meeting,
So D&T continue in the afternoon.
Cramp was bad but still manage to overcome it :X
Need to go back tomorrow AGAIN ! X_X
Sighed.

Ugh :(

D&T , D&T . D&TTTTTTTTTTTT !

2009-06-16T22:56:00.000+08:00

Ugh, yes d&t is killing meeeeeeeeeee !
Wasting so much of time and end up I get a U grade ?
But it can't be blame. Because it does not count the artefact.
Whatever ._.
I'm trying to finish my artefact as soon as i can but something crop wrongly.
& now i've to re-do it.
What-the-hell is this ?!?!
I'm unsatisfied. It's kinda of unfair.
I spent so much time and now i have to re-do X______X
People are alr finishing their artefact & i'm still progressing !
Sighed, i shell believe that i can it sucess tomorrow :D

Dear god, i believe that i can .

I didn't believe time passes so quickly.
It has been 8days since my last outing wtih co.
Jeanin's bbq was a great one with mouth-watering food ^^
Especailly the chicked ! Laughs.
Jeanin, are you touched ? ^^

Vivo City trip :D

2009-06-06T22:58:00.002+08:00

Went out with Jeanin, Alica and Yvonne :D
A trip to Vivo city. Was suppose to go there to buy Jeanin's pencil but end up she forgot to buy it. Laughs, she such a muddlehead.
We went there to eat and camwhore.
We went yaya over korean F-4 ^__^
Didn't make any shopping overall it's still enjoyable. Better then staying at home to rot {:

Alright, shall not say much.
Pictures will do the talking :D

Sorry for the organised pictures :X

Was updated on 9th June 2009. [ There was problem with the blogger ]

Bored .

2009-06-06T22:58:00.001+08:00

Ugh, i am boredddddddddddddddddddddd !
& the weather is HOT !
Why can't Singapore weather be like Genting ?
it is always so cooling.. Sigh, no point complaining ._.
I CAN'T log in to msn ! [ WHY ?!? ]
There's something wrong with the blogger website.
Duh. What a lousy day .
I'm suppose to be going back for d&t. End up there's no d&t so here i am rotting.
I want to go out ! X_X
B. have gone for four days..
Left with sis days before he's back.

Whatever, shall watch my Boys over flower ^^

101 questions quiz .

2009-06-06T22:58:00.000+08:00

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Polka green tea
2. Last phone call: Raymond
3. Last text message: Kelvin. T
4. Last song you listened to: I know
5. Last time you cried: Weeks ago..

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: No ?
7. Been cheated on: I guess so ?
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No
9. Lost someone special: Once.
10. Been depressed: Yeah
11. Been drunk and threw up: Nope.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Pink
13. Black.
14. White.

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: I guess so ?
17. Laughed until you cried: YES.
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes yes yes, especially DANNY ! :D
19. Found out who your true friends were: I know that clearly.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: I dk. Even if that happens, i don't give it a damn {:
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Eh, still haven't type the friend list ._.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Around 75 to 80 percent ?
23. How many kids do you want to have: Two ?
24. Do you have any pets: No.
25. Do you want to change your name: Yea, if i got a chance.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Spent it with friends at bugis {: Memorable memories :D
27. What time did you wake up today: 12.50 pm ^^
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Waiting for someone's call.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: For him B. to be back
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 20mins ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Education.
32. What are you listening to right now: Your call
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No, but i seen him on tv :D
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Mom's nagging.
35. Most visited webpage: My blog.
36. Whats your real name: Lim Zhi Qing
37. Nicknames: Qing & Sotong
38. Relationship Status: Single.
39. Zodiac sign?: Saggitarius
40. Male or female?: Female.
41. Elementary?: North Primary School.
42. Middle School?: Pei Hwa Secondary School
43. High school/college?: NP or TP
44. Hair colour: BLACK :/
45. Long or short: Long
46. Height: 158cm ._.
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: NO.
48: What do you like about yourself?: Optimistic :P
49. Piercings: Six.
50. Tattoos: None.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: No no no..
53. First piercing: When i was 3 years old
54. First best friend: Kelly. N
55. First sport you joined: Table Tennis
56. First vacation: Malaysia
58. First pair of trainers: I don't get it..

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Nah.
60. Drinking: No.
61. I'm about to: Reply people's conversation
62. Listening to: Sister's talking
63. Waiting for: Replies.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: Yeah.
65. Get Married?: YES :D
66. Career?: Insurance broker.

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs {:
69. Shorter or taller: Taller.
70. Older or Younger: Older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms.
73. Sensitive or loud: Loud.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant!

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: NO !
77. Drank hard liquor: nope.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: CONTACT !
79. Sex on first date: I'm good girl {:
80. Broken someone's heart: I guess i did ?
82. Been arrested: Never.
83. Turned someone down: Ya :S
84. Cried when someone died: Yes..
85. Fallen for a friend?: Ya..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yes.
87. Miracles: Depends
88. Love at first sight: Probably.
89. Heaven: Ya {:
90. Santa Claus: No.
91. Kiss on the first date: Ya, if i know he's the one for me {:
92. Angels: Yeah.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: I'm devoted
95. Did you sing today?: No.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: I dk :X
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? When i was a kid.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? 251008.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Ya.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Hmm, ya ?
101. Love yourself?: If i dont love myself, how i expect people to love me? ^^

Exhausted .

2009-06-06T17:23:00.000+08:00

I'm exhausted from studying.
Didn't had a chance to rest well since exams ended.
Finally i had got two days of break, i slept for the whole morning till 12noon.
How cool ? Laughs.
It was ironic that i missed my prelim oral. Feel kinda of regret for missing it.
Ugh, forget it. What's done is done :/
June holiday have started but there are still lesson going on for us.
Ya, it is for us to prepare for our N's. Sighed.
One week of June holiday have passed.
Left with three weeks of holiday..
Second week, will be going back for D&T & Jeanin's bbq !
Third weeek, 3days of Social studies rememdial.
Fourth week, free from school ! :DD

B. is off to his holiday for ten days. How sad ya ?
He went off this morning. Untill now, there's no call or message from him.
I guess he can't " roam " . Laughs.
I wonder what he's doing now ..
Alright, shall end here :D

The 100 questions quiz.

2009-05-23T19:35:00.000+08:00

THE 100 QUESTIONNS - tagged by the Zhiting
01. Real name - Lim Zhi Qing.
02. Nickname(s)- SOTONG :\
03. Star sign - Sagitarius
04. Male or female - Female.
05. Elementary - Secondary {:
06. Middle School - North Spring Primary School.
07. High School - Pei Hwa Secondary School
08. Hair color - BLACK !
09. Long or short hair- Long
10. Loud or Quiet - Quiet ^^
11. Sweats or Jeans - Jeans
12. Phone or Camera - Phone.
13. Fruits or fried foods- Fruits
14. Drink or Smoke? - Drinks :D
15. Do you have a crush on someone?- No.
16. Eat or Drink - Both.
17. Piercings - Might try [:
18. Tattoos - Who knows ?
19. Been in an airplane - Yes.
20. Been in a relationship - Yes.
21. Been in a car accident - No.
22. Been in a first fight - No.
FIRST:
23. First piercing - 3 years old {:
24. First best friend - Kelly. N
25. First award - SYF for ballet.
26. First crush - I dk ?
27. First fashion sense - Eh ?
28. First vacation - Malaysia?
LAST:
29. Last person you talked to - Zhenlin
30. Last person you texted - Raymond
31. Last person(s) you watched a movie with - Yvonne & Alicia
32. Last food you ate - Nachos
33. Last movie you watched - Love matters
34. Last song you listened to - Kiss me through the phone
35. Last thing you bought - Apple pie
36. Last person you hugged- Ryes.
FAVES:
37. Food - Shrimp ^^
38. Drinks - Green Tea :D
39. Clothing - Clothes that are nice looking
40. Books - Twilight & Chinese Cinderella
41. Musics - Music from Secondhand Serenade, All American Rejects..
42. Flower - Rose {:
43. Colours - Pink, white, black & grey.
44. Movies - Twilight..
45. Positions - Huh ?
47. [ ] Kissed in the snow( Singapore snows?)
48. [ ] celebrated Halloween
49. [x] had your heart broken
50. [x] went over the minutes on your cell phone
51. [x] someone questioned your sexual orientation
52. [x] came out of the closet
53. [ ] gotten pregnant(nonsense.)
54. [ ] had an abortion (i didn't even get pregnant)
55. [x] done something you've regretted
56. [x] broke a promise
57. [x] hid a secret
58. [x] pretended to be happy
59. [x ] met someone who changed your life
60. [ ] pretended to be sick
61. [x] left the country
62. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
63. [x] cried over the silliest thing
64. [] ran a mile
65. [x]went to the beach with your best friend(s)
66. [ ] stayed single the whole year { Nearly }
67. Eating - Yes
68. Drinking - Yes
69. I'm about to - go crazy !
70. Listening to - Sister's rant
71. Plans for today - No. I waste my whole morning sleeping.
72. Waiting for - YOU.
73. Want kids? - A baby which don't grow. Lmao.
74. Want to get married? Ya ?
75. Careers in mind - YES
76. Lips or eyes - Eyes
77. Shorter or taller? - Taller !
78. Romantic or spontaneous - Romantic
79. Nice stomach or nice arms - I dk ~_~
80. Sensitive or loud - Huh ?
81. Hook-up or relationship - Relationship
82. Trouble-maker or hesitant - Hesitant
83. Lost glasses/contacts → Contacts.
84. Ran away from home → No.
85. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → No.
86. Killed somebody → No ? ._.
87. Broken someone's heart → Maybe?
88. Been arrested → No.
89. Cried when someone died → I dk :X
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
90. Yourself - Ya, sometimes.
91. Miracles - Yes.
92. Love at first sight - Maybe.
93. Heaven - Yes.
94. Santa Claus - Maybe.
95. Sex on the first date - No.
96. Kiss on the first date - Can't remember.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? - Yes.
98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? - No.
99. Do you believe in God - Yes.
100. This is the 100th and last question - Ya.
Tag 10 people to do this quiz:
1. Yvonne
2. Alicia
3. Michaela
4. Laraine
5. Chewming
6. Jeanin
7. Geraldine
8. Tingting
9. Ee Hon
10. Hy

:D

Exams are over ! :D

2009-05-23T17:10:00.000+08:00

Feel so much relieve right now.
Exams are over ! :D
Nothing changes. We still have to continue working hard for our N's.
It's just a short break for us.
Feeling kinda sad after viewing someone's blog. There are always up and down in our life. Without stress, we won't grow. Hy taught me this logic.
Ya, exams are badly done. Grades have dropped drastically. I can't blame anyone for the result i got. I have to work extra hard for the prelims. If not i will really end up in ITE. Without education, we can't go far. in this world, we at least have to get a degree for better jobs. Why am i still not working hard when i know the reality ?
I feel sad for myself.
Enough of this stuffs. I shall put a full stop to it {:

Have been spending my time with my wonderful Girlf(s) & Boyf(s).
I think my STM is back, i can hardly remember what i had done :X
Overall, outing with Von & Cia. Movie with Von and Cia. Birthday party with Von, Raymond, Weihong, Shaun, WeiMin, Junhao. Slacking & working with von. Outing with Raymond. Time passes so quickly when i am enjoying myself :D
Pictures are still in my phone, lazy to transfer :X

I'll update again {:
Bye people.
&&& ZhenLin is back in action ! Laughs.

Hey ! :D

2009-04-27T22:26:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps, blog is open again !
Laughs, thanks to the two girls for their constantly reminder.
Thats is Alicia & Yvonne !~
Alright, i really don't know what to type because my mind is blank.
All of a sudden i forget what i want to says. Laughs.
Firstly, school is busy/tired but enjoyable :D
Secondly, MYE left two days! & what am i doing ?
I'm still playing.
Sighed, i flunk my humanities badly.
I studied so hard for it but end up i got back a failing grade.
Probably i shouln't take things for granted, if i didn't study, i might
even get a lousy score.
I HAVE TO MUG HARD !
&&& CONGRATULATION TO YVONNE WONG JIA XIN ! ;DDDD

^^

Bunch of hypocrites ...

2009-04-16T19:42:00.000+08:00

Firstly i would say H.Y.P.O.C.R.I.T.E.S SUCK BIG TIME !
Yes, this is my first time getting so fed up because some hypocrites..
I really learnt a valueble lesson.
People whom are close to you, can do things that will hurt you.
You never know what they will do behind your back so do take precaution.
&&& Never judge a person's character by its look ^^

Wow, finally i have time to manage my blog.
There is Physic test tmr and i haven't start studying..
Omg, i am going to suffer again.
& there will be Soccer & Captain's Ball league tommorrow !
Our class will be wearing our new class t'shirt that we will be getting it tmr :DD
Cheers ! :D
Laughs, i shall vist my blog again during weekend ^^

Bye peeps.
<3s

Sense of relief ! :D

2009-03-28T22:39:00.000+08:00

Dear peeps, i am back ^^
Laughs, ya i am in a good mood today !
Well, school has been fine.
Gotten back with somebody :D
I'm really happy about it, Laugh.

Okay...
Today early morning woke up and went to work from 9am - 1pm .
Was startving when i was working but i can't have break so
i have to bear with it.
After lunch, walked home with Raymond was talking on the way back.
& We saw Shaun walking back home ! Hahs.
Reached home bathe and prepare to go out for CME project.
Went to Yvonne's house.
We were supposed to start at 2pm but end up we delayed till 5pm !
Wow, while waiting for YVonne and Karen to settle down.
Raymond and I were playing Hotel 626.
We kept trying stage three but it still failed. Nevermind !
Th past is not equal to the future :D
Complete some of the project but not all. Karen went off first.
AFter that we were playing the necklace thingy. Hahahaha !
& Raymond went off after that. Three of us continue using the comp.
Crapping and stuffs. Johnathan got disturb by me by alot of times ! Laughs :DDD
Went back home arounf 8plus and went out for dinner w/ family {:
& now i am back blogging ! Wordy post :X

Last day of school holidays.

2009-03-22T20:32:00.000+08:00

Today is Sunday !
Last day of school holiday.
Homework is not done !
& yet i am here still using the comp.
& peeps, my comp is fixed !
Though it is still laggy but it is still able to work !
This post if going to be a short one {:
Have to rush my homework now.

Byeee peeps ! :D

Busy holiday ...

2009-03-20T22:13:00.000+08:00

Busy busy holiday.
Lets start off with Monday.
- English & Chinese oral
- After school went to Compass w/ girlf(s)
- Camwhoring and get high over Danny
- After that went home

Tuesday.
- Breakfast with ChewMing, ChunHow, Dominic & YanRui
It have been ages since i have breakfast w/ them & i was late. I feel so bad about it :X
- D&T Consultation { manage to do something }
- After that went to Anchorvale sport complex
- Have mac with ChewMing
- Slack and went super crazy because we saw someone ^^
and she started take photo at that person. Worst, she didn't on silent mode !
Laughs.
- After went home {:

Wednesday.
- Met EeHon in the morning and trained to compass
- Meet peeps at compass
- after that went to mac to buy tea for my breakfast
- bused to Amk hub
- Register our name for the tin that we will be holding on
- Trained to town to continue out cip
- Raine & I go to another place ^^
& we took Hello Kitty ballon from MAC. But a pitty, raine's ballon flew off at amk interchange :{
- Bused back to Sengkeng & Mac again :D
- Von went crazy when she reach mac { trying to act as Xiao Hua } Lmaos.
- Home sweet home :D

Thursday.
- Outing with Yvonne, Raymond, Kelvin & ChuanWei
- Meet Raymond at Bakau station then trained to Compass
- Saw one fairy w/ ChuanWei and Kelvin ^^
- Trained to Harbofront to catch Mall Cop. Overall was enjoyable, probably funny ?
- After movie, went to Clarke Quay because Raymond have dinner & dance so all of us accompanied him {:
- Kelvin & Chuan Wei went off left Von and i .
- Walked around Cental
- Started to take photo white sitting by the Singapore River.
&&& I have live 15years, yesterday was my first time going to Clarke Quay !!!
- We look like some tourists, trying to tour around Singapore. Laughs :D
- Trained to Kovan and went to second home to have dinner.
- Home sweet home {:
It was their second month .

Friday.
- Swimming trip with Yvonne & Alicia
- Fun, high, pretending to be little kids ! :D
- Busy chatting with them
- Highing over the same person !
- Sun-tanning ! :DD
- After that mac again ! ^^
- Raymond treat us mac, amazing, laughs ! :D
- They told me i'm having slight fever. Sigh.
- Home sweet home

Finally i'm done ! :D
Now pictures will do the talking ^^
Sorry for the un-organised photo :X

Bye peeps ! :D

Holidays !

2009-03-15T22:54:00.000+08:00

FYI : the picture was taken when eyes are swollen ~_~
& sorry for the very blur group photo :X
Danny & Huimin ! Didn't get a chance to take photo with Candice :(

March holidays have started.
Time really flies.
Six more months and N level will come.
Sighing. & i don't know if i should post the picture ! X_X
Yes, i am still thinking about it.
&&& untill now i am still missing the trainers.
I have a crush for them ! Laughs.
The camp is really worth your time to attend it {:
Because i have learn so much stuffs.
I truely appreciated our trainers because they are our role models !
^^

Today is Sunday.
Working day for me !
Morining was like having a war, while afternoon is so slack.
Met two new friends !
I'm socialable kay ! :D Laughs.
During work, Raymond gave me another nick name.
& i just found out that he have another nick name. Hoho !

I am having oral examinations tmr :(
Both english and chinese.
Sigh. I know i am gonna make it for the oral !
Yes, i will :D

I have enjoy the camp ! :D

2009-03-12T10:21:00.000+08:00

Camp is over ! X_X
Not i am in school,currently in d&t lesson.
Laughs, people are going their work here i am blogging :X

& yes!I did enjoy the camp.
Right now i don't have enough time to post th picture up
but i promise i will post the picture up !

:D

Off {:

Piece of shits !

2009-03-08T22:26:00.000+08:00

Smile to the world :D

I'm having some study camp tmr.
From monday to wednesday.
But we don't have to stay overnight ^^
Thank god ! But we have to go home late ~_~
Sigh..
I am so curious what will be the camp about !
Argh, i am bored :(
Most of my close friends turnned attacthed
except for me.
Lmao :D
hah. Will be back asap ^^

Currently using Raymond's laptop

2009-03-03T16:57:00.000+08:00

I'm at mac ! Hah.
Should i resrict my blog ? ^^
I'm bored.
I have got the comp but i don't know what to do.
LOL.Raymond just went off & he entrust his laptop to us ( &Yvonne )
Evil Laughssssssssssssssssssssss :DDDDDDD

I'm being pessmistic .

2009-03-01T22:36:00.000+08:00

Duh, feel so moodless right now ?
Because one bloody photo can turn my upside down ._.
What am i doing am i ?!
Why am i becoming like that?
I hated myself for being like that.
But i don't know how to slove it ?
Tough i experienced it but i dont't want all this to happen again and again !

LOL, Raymond all of a sudden message me to entertain him.
Normally, he is the one entertaining me but now it's the other way round.
Laughs.

I'm bored.
:(

:D

2009-02-15T21:20:00.000+08:00

Valentine's over ! Laughs.
Celebrated with friends ..
Watch Love Matters & Pink Panther 2 ;DD
Overall the shows are not as entertaining as i thought :X
Thanks peeps for the wonderful gifts.
I love those gifts.
Especially Kelvin. T handmade cookie & Yvonne. W diy cute lill stuffs :D
Big thanks to Ah yew & Kelvin too ^^

Haha, i shall go and do my work alr {:
My desktop still can't be on.
Sighed :(

♥♥♥

It's over .

2009-02-08T18:00:00.000+08:00

Sigh, i hope i am really able to do what i say.
Ya, it's over. No point holding it when everything have changes.
Let nature take it course {:

Smile ! I shall not let it bother me :D
Well ! At this time i'm studying. Laughs.
It is almost going to 2am.
Meanwhile talking to Ah yew, Aunt & another person. LOL !

Study Study Study !!!!!
Good luck to later Geography test {:

Stupid mood . ._.

2009-02-05T20:18:00.000+08:00

NOw ! i am in no mood, i don;t know why ? Probably a moodswing ?
Have been very stress up this few days because of tests.
A confirm that i will flunk my a-math and ss test ._.
In one day , there is three test. This is insane !
I managed to study for a-math and d&t but i forgot everything about a manth when i
am doing the paper ._.
Why are there so many people getting on my nerve ? I hope i can just kick them away ?
Laughs, who am i to kick them away ?
I don't know what i am doing but i feel so awful .
Forget it, i shall post the next day when i can find a comp to use ._.

So what ?
Just go and lead your own life ? ._.

Omg !

2009-02-02T00:14:00.000+08:00

Hello babies ! :D
It's been a long time since i post my blog. Laughs.
First, my comp broke down.
Second, i didn't have the time to use the laptop.
I am busying with school works !
Tests is coming. Gonna have sleepless night ~_~
Bored, the time now is 12.26am & i am at here posting . Hahaha..
Lmao, ya talking about the pictures..
Hmm, i don't think i ahve the time to post pictures uh ;X
Nah, who cares? Laughs :D
Gonna study hard for my tests !

Arghh, everytime i want to post something then i will forgot .
This is irritating ._.
I guess i have short term memory , hah :D
I want a Pink Macbook !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

X_X

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2009-01-18T00:43:00.000+08:00

Disappointment !
Depressed !

P
R
O
B
A
B
L
Y
, i have LOST ..

Misses .

2009-01-15T14:41:00.000+08:00

My anger boils !
Pretty bad da for me, although not much things happen.
LOL ._.
Yes, i'm lame happy ?
Feeling so frustrauted right now.
Arghh, sorry HongYao i hope i didn't scared you. LOL
Laughs, ya your friend is really vuglur. :D
Feeling much beter now, i don't know why?
Been very busy in school, teachers giving us ton of work to do.
Can't blame them, sigh.
I'm bored, i am upset about what i have heard today.
I thought everything was perfectly fine untill i heard this.
Feeling so angry and upset.
But i have decided.
Ya, schooling is bored.
Argh, i don'tknow what to blog alr X_X
Gonna wake up early in the morning again and again.
CNY is round the corner ! Hoho !
&&& I brought my Twilight book on wednesday ! :DD Hoho {:
Thanks my dad for always cheering my up even though you know nothing :X
Laughs, cheers ! :D

Tired !

2009-01-05T22:45:00.000+08:00

Second day of school is effing tired !
Sleep late at night and have to wake up early.
I miss my sleep ! X_X
Lesson as usual, chatting with friends & classmate {:
After school went compass with guys :D
Went popular to look for some D&T stuffs,
after that went down to mac.
Sae Kelvin and his friends, follow by Ben ._.
Mood was bad after that, went home !

I am feeling tired and sleepy.
So i shall go to sleep before i have eye bag ! Hees ^^

;D

School life is back !

2009-01-03T15:22:00.000+08:00

School girl is back ! :D
Yupp, school reopen yesterday :(
The momoent i step in to the school compound,
I got caaught for my skirt, hair and extra ear studs ._.
I am so unlucky !
Worst, my hair colour get caught .
Overall school is alright, first day of school was pretty bored.
Get to know the new principle .
She is very strict about everything ._.
Even bags ! .____________.
Stay in the class for whole day.
As usual our form teacher is the same, but our co form changed ! :DDD
Laughs !
Wanted to post so much by i didn't have the time.
Last week of holiday were pretty busy ! :D
So, i am sorry that i didn't post on time :X
& now i am rushing for time.

So, cya guys ! :DD
( will post more when i am back ) {{:

-

2008-12-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

Christmas is over ! X_X
Somehow i don't know why i feel so sad about it.
Chirstmas should be fun and enjoyable.
During that day, work was alright.
People was saying that i am fierce that day, i don't know why.
Probably i am haing slight headache that due to drinking too much wine on the previous day ._. Forget it, anwyay it is over.
People were scolding because i am drinking ? Argh ! Forget it, i know he is caring for me. Thanks ya ! :D
This Christmas is quite a bad one for me, duh ._.
No point bothering about it when it is alr over ? LOL
Anwyay Christmas is over & i am waiting for arrival of 2009 !
I a working at harbofront at the eve of new year !
I hope i am to get the feel of it !
I want to go for countdown ! DDDDDDDDDDDD:
Sigh, i don't know if i am abl to go although i am at harbofront . X_X
Dah, i don't care.
Talking to Mich and Hongyao on msn right now !
It has been a long time since i last talk to Hongyao !
He's pathetic to celebrate his Christmas alone :{
Laughs, i can't say about him. I didn't have a vey good celebration :X
Okay, i shall sto right here.
I need working tmr morining. ._.
Don't know what will happen tmr.
.______________.

Christmas Eve ! ;D

2008-12-24T23:29:00.000+08:00

Today is Christmas eve !
Around half an hour time and it will be Christmas !
Santa Claus is coming to town ! LOL
How i wish it's true :(
Dear Santa grant all my wishes will you ?
I hope to have a good 2009, i want to pass my N level and promote to Sec 5.
& I will work hard for it.
Even though i have not start studying X_X
9 more days and school will reopen !
I don't know if it is a good thing or bad thing.
duh, who cares ? I'm will be meeting my friends everyday ! :D
On the Monday, met Mich and Yvonne for movie after that Mac Family Night.
Quite enjoyable {:
We watched Igor, something about evil science. Not bad but the starting is boring :X
After that while going down to buy things, we saw some actress flimming.
Ya, aunt & i were so engross about it ^^ Laughs !
Met Chun How during the family night !
So long didn't get to see him !
End up, Raymond keep disturbing me ! : |
After that went home with Von .
Something crop up after that :X
LOL, somehow i don't know why i can't remember what happen yesterday .
Jean suddenly talk to on msn !
Happy chatting with her ! :D
Gonna see an hear her laughter soon ! ^^
A wordy post, but i don't care !~
I'm drinking wine right now, just hope i am able to wake up tmr morning X_X

Bye peeps.

^^

2008-12-20T19:44:00.000+08:00

Hoho ! :D I'm back to posting ^^

I guess i have put down everything, i realise that this choice is right.

As both of us are happier right now, leaving our own life {:

251001 to 071208.

Everything has ended.

I am moving on my life with moe people around me.

I had a enjoyable time working at mac,

i knew lots of new people ! :D

It is a great experience for me !

Suddenly i feel like post that picture, i don't know why {:

It was taken when i was talking on phone with a person.

Laughs, thanks for his accompany all this while & it will always continue !

Because i love him ! Laughsssssss ! LOL.

Christmas is arriving in 5days time !

Awaiting to Mac Christmas party :DD

I guess i shall continue the next timeee ! ^^

<3s>

I have decided.

2008-12-15T17:23:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps !
I am off for work today ! :D
It's bored to be at home, but i got people to entertain me ! ^^
Let's talk about yesterday, shall we ? LOL
Yesterday work as usual, but it was a raining day so the business
was not as good as the other sunday.
Meet Von in the morning and walk to the mac & we were having out breakfast while walking :D Yes, i am a good daughther that help my mommy to carry an umberlla ^^
Von told me something and she was pulling a long face during work.
I cheer her up, but end up both of us were down. I got influence by her ! :X
Around 12plus, both of us were hungry but have to wait for Kelvin and Jensen to be back from their break ! & Jensen was at there taking his own sweet time to eat ! I am really starving ! X_X After we were allow to have out break, service in. & we have to let the customer to get their food first. So ya, by the time i eat i am alr half full ._.
During break, poor Ben have to help Irene to mop the floor, clean the chair and etc.
Laughs, after break i became the fries crew. ( i really hate being that )
Jensen & Kelvin were laughing at me for being the fries crew :(
But end up Jensen became the fries crew ! :D ( because of me ^^ ) Hees.
As usual, became von's runner. Both of us have to extend another hour..
At there rotting and talking..
After work, sit down and rest. Auntie Lilly wanted my number so i gave her end up she was helping someone ! : But anyway it's over ^^
Jensen and Kelvin walk home with us {:
Yesterday night, i slept at about 5plus and woke up at around 10am.
She was entertaining me the whole night ! & i am able to feel the love from her! LOL !
Laughs, i am trying to be funny ._.
A long and wordy post :X
But it is not emmotional ! ^^
Having split headache right now :X
Anyway i am off ~ :D
<3

I feel so upset..

2008-12-13T17:09:00.001+08:00

I have the sudden urge to put this song on my blog, i don't know why.
Suddenly feel so upset & i just feel like crying X_X
Saw something that made me feel very upset about it.
I hope everything i have done will not harm her/him.
I'm just so afraid :((
I have been contolling my emotions all these while,
i feel like i am going to break down X_X
But i don't want ! I don't want people around me to get drag by me !
I'm sorry to let my emotions to get out of control :X
I just hope i could avoid from everything !
Lets not talk about all this.

Work in the early morning till 12pm.
Von came at around 11plus and after that she went off with Wei Hong.
Left Kelvin, Jansen and me {;
Thanks for their accompany !
Laughs, they walk home with me :DD
I just realise both of them stay near my house ! LOL.
Ya, i have decided to let go of my past..
A new life of me !
&yes i will try to smile {;
Hoho ! Next week, i will be only working at friday, saturday & sunday !
Four off days ! :DD

Anyway peeps remember to relink ! ^^
This blog is still not fully done :XX

♥