Unfair. Bias.

Ya. I admit. It's has been ages since i last updated my blog. Sorry. There's dust all over the place, i can even see some spider web at some corner. Lol. First, the post gonna be an emotional one. I need to vent my frustration but i can't find any way so blogging shall be my only way to vent my frustrations. All i could say is Mom and Dad are still being bias. Why can't i be the only doing the good things? Must it be always my sister? Even when i did the household chores when she is away, they thought my sister did it just because i'm away? Can't they ask me before making conclusion? Seriously, i hate that. I hate that everybody is bias, my aunt, my uncle, my grandparents... Do i look like those type of person who do bad stuffs? So what if i'm different from my sister? I'm who i am right? I can't possibly change my character after so many years. I may be a little playful but that doesn't mean that i'm bad . I guess I'm numbed by this strange bonding. I can't deny that i'm having a hard time right now. Many things happened this few days. I'm trying to be optimistic. Thank god, great-grandmother is recovering fast but her memory has worsen. I feel sad about it. I'm afraid one day she will forget everyone of us. Today, i won't talk about love. That's all.

Great-grandmother and grandfather, get well soon !

I lost the key to your heart.

Sorry readers ! I have neglected my blog ! Shall make a quick post. I'm down with flu for six days including sore throat but sore throat is getting better. March holiday have started and it's ending in two days time ~_~ Indeed, time flies. Alright, slight recap from monday. Went back to school for both english and chinese oral. Went for pool in the evening and Subway for dinner :) Tuesday, early morning went all the over to Sp. It's enjoyable. Dinner at Plaza sing's kopitiam. Wednesday, went to Summerset to look for my watch. Aftermath, went down to Ehub to people friends for movie. Alice in the wonderland 3d :D Dinner at Jiarui's birthday chalet. Thursday, went over to Alan's place for gathering as well as steamboat and after that went for pool. Friday, whole day as my grandma's place ^^ I can foresee how my Saturday is going to be. Early morning, cip at compass point ._. Most probably, do homework in the afternoon as school is reopening real soon ! There goes my march holiday :( Soon , the month of April is reaching x_x Alright, kinda long-winded. Bye ! :D

The thought of letting go filled her with dismay.

It's weekend again, but today is Sunday. Ten more minutes to strike twelve and it will Monday. Another new school week ~_~ Common tests are over. Probably we be getting back our results by this week. Sigh. More or less, my life is still the same. Finally i get to watch movie ! This time round with Haikal. First time going out with a tall guy ! Laughs. Went to Cineleisure for the movie. Supposingly, we are watching " Valentine's day " first but who knows by the time we reached there , it's sold out. So watched " Dear John " instead. After buying tickets for " Dear John " , we bought another tickets for " Valentine's day " I can't possibly go home w/o watching that right ? Haha. So end up, two consecutive movies. I thought " Dear John " was some war movie ( according to Haikal ) but it turns out to be a love movie and yupp " Valentine's day " is also another love movies ~_~ It's kinda weird to watch movies with so many scenes ! Ya, i admit it's kinda awkward :S After movies, dine in at Bbq chicken. Aftermath walked to The Heeren but all the shops were closed. So walked to Plaza singapura to train back to Sengkeng. &yupp, it was nice of him to send me home despite it was really late :s I have cleared my debt ! :D laughs.
Today, woke up at twelve plus. Was waiting for dad to be back before going to Grandmother's house. End up i took my lunch at around 4plus. Dinner at Boon lay for reunion dinner :) home sweet home :D

Ugh, need to wake up early ~_~

Why isn't my heart listening to my mind?

Hey people, shall make a quick post to keep this blog alive. Oh ya, i am considering if i should try Tumblr. Aidil told me it's interesting and i'm kinda tired of this blogger :/ if i have the time, i'll change it but most probably after this week. The reason why i'm blogging is because i'm having headache :S Maybe i had ate too much heaty food over the cny. Yes, i'm gaining weight. Damn it ._. I dk why but all of a sudden i forget what i want to write ._. Just heard from my girls that my blog is getting more emotional , is that true? I read it again, but it's only the title that is kinda emotional :X Laughs. Or should i say i don't dare to post those emotional stuffs? :/ This afternoon, had Sakae Sushi with friends and we end up missing pool session with Gerald and co. Sorry. &Yes! Thinking of gerald, i shall wish him happy birthday on my blog ^^ Happy 17th birthday to Gerald.K ! :D
Hmmm, recently problems are stacking... Hypocrites seem to be revealing here and there, what a world. I'll never forget how i was treated by hypocrites. Oh well, maybe i bear grudges? But it's only to those serious hypocrites ._. Sometime i pause and start pondering do everyone wears a mask?

You would be there to caress my wound till it heal ?

Oh well. Hi people. Ya, i know i'm late but better not posting ya? I'm exhausted. So pardon me for my boring post :/ I shall summaries everything .
Last friday, went to the beach with raine. Yupp, finally i get to suntan after months ~_~ I like the burning feeling :) Luckily , i did not get any sunburnt. But raine got it, sorry :(
Saturday, new year eve. Did some last minute cleaning despite it only last for a few days ._. Had reunion dinner then went to Malaysia. I like the atmosphere. It is totally different from Singapore. Singapore is really quiet but Malaysia is full of sounds from fireworks and firecrackers. It's my first experience :D Sunday, first day of cny. Went to relatives house to exchange greetings and the usual stuffs... Left Malaysia at around evening and back at grandmother's house. Monday, stayed at grandmother's house. Tuesday, was a fruitful one. Went for pool in the afternoon then to Jeanin's house for lunch. Her mom steamboat was great. After lunch, we played Janga. Kinda interesting, at least i learnt some techniques ^^ laughs. Aftermath, mich came to my house to re-do her make up. So i put on my eyelashes. Wanted to go to Jo's house but he was not at home, so went over to Alan's house. Once again, was forced to eat . After dinner, we started to take pictures and gamble ^^ It's a good start for me, i suppose :x
Yupp, today went back to school ._. Most of us were feeling lethargic ~_~ Okay, i'm done. Pictures will be uploaded on fb asap :x

Is two better then one?

Hey humans ^^
Yupp, i know my blog is alr rotten. So now i'm going to have a short post.
Well well well... Been busy with school stuffs. Remedials and cca... Yesterday, we have IPP exercise. I think the exercise was great, somehow it's kinda fun ^^ But it's really hot to be in the classroom without fans and lights, windows and door sealed up. The classroom was dark after all the windows were sealed up. I was responsible for sealing up the door. Just by taping the gaps make me sweat. It got worse when we started to seal the door with plastic bags. I sweat so much that my uniform was wet. We had no choice to change into our pe tshirt in the class, using the improvised toilet ^^ Laughs. Oh ya, just now went for a run. Well, jeanin said my timing by seconds. Laughs :D Tomorrow school is not half day and the worst thing is i have cca ._. It ends at five, how great. If not i could catch Valentine's day :/
Oh ya, i received a call from Henca when alicia was at my house :D They told me to get my cheque for my remaining cash ^^
Yay ! Alright. Shall go and have my shower :/

My level of tolerance had dropped over the past few months.

A post before i turn in :)
I love my weekend being rot away, laughs. For both days, i woke up at 1pm ^^ i'm really tired. Everyday i have to wake up at 6.30am except for monday 7.30am . School is always ending late except for monday, the only day i can go home early :D Okay, gonna type as fast as possible before someone warn me about the 1am thingy and then he won't talk me for twelve hours. Right, haikal ? ^^ Laughs. Okay okay. I forgotten what i want to post, forget it. Shall continue tomorrow if i've the time ><

Gone.