Am i lying to myself ?

Ya, seriously i don't know.
If i am, i hope i could stop.
If i am not, that's good.
Well, firstly ...

Happy birthday to L.Chunhow ( 20th sep )
& Happy birthday to Karen.A ( 21 sep ) :D
Laughs, i am still waiting for my birthday to arrive ! ^^
Anyway it's till long, whatver ~
Yesterday went to celebrate Ch's birthday, played pool.
A great one :D
& on friday, we gave him a surprise " party "
Because of him, we girls stayed in the kitchen for two days.
As we were baking cakes, pastries and making pudding !
Well, hope he ejoys it :D

Today, waorking in the morning.
Runner at first, after that batch cook (:
It's nice to work at batch cook.
Firstly, you don't have to face customer.
Secondly, the people there are nice :D
Supposing i am going out with raine and cia but i rejected their offer :X
Hees, i'm not bad kay.
Just that i can't make it for today though i am very free. Haha, how ironic.
I just finish posting and tagging the pictures on 9th sept outing.
There's more to gooooooooooo :D

Von is coming back today ! Kinda of missing her (:
Haha, alright humans go to go out :D

Do i ?

What a week !?

In a week, i am late for two days.
In a month, i am late for three times.
In a year, i am late for seven times.
Great, i've been down on luck.
Left eyelid had been jumping since sunday
It suppose to be a good sign but the outcome turned out to be bad.
Sighed. I've to stop moaning and groaning !!

Hasn't been in great mood this few days. I have idea why i am feeling this way.
Perphaps, every trouble is forming together and giving me i big headache.
Urgh, i always forgot what i am to type !
My stm is getting bad, ya i got influence ~~~~ by......
& Thanks human for cheering me up when i am down. Everything are settled (:

20 days to N'level examinations.
480 hours to N'level examinations.
28800 minutes to N'level examinations.
1728000 seconds to N'level examinations.
Yes, i am insane.
People out there are sleeping/studying/revising for their prelims/examinations.
Yet i am waste my time here counting this and that. Laughs.
Oh ya, i am wondering how come i hearing stuffs about my love life when it's not supposed to be true. Whatever, i'm speechless. Ya right, moodswing ._.

Laughs. Today, i told girlf that i am envious of her. So i hope this girl could cherish what she have {: &&& PLEASE BE OPTIMISTIC !!!!!!!!!!!

Yes yes yes.
You are wearing a mask.

What is today?

An anniversary or ?
I don't know. I'm still waiting but ?
Sigh , i really don't know.
The pain is excruciating, why is this happening to me?
Can i turned the time back ?
Can anyone wake me up from this nightmare !?