Monday, April 26, 2010

Unfair. Bias.

Ya. I admit. It's has been ages since i last updated my blog. Sorry. There's dust all over the place, i can even see some spider web at some corner. Lol. First, the post gonna be an emotional one. I need to vent my frustration but i can't find any way so blogging shall be my only way to vent my frustrations. All i could say is Mom and Dad are still being bias. Why can't i be the only doing the good things? Must it be always my sister? Even when i did the household chores when she is away, they thought my sister did it just because i'm away? Can't they ask me before making conclusion? Seriously, i hate that. I hate that everybody is bias, my aunt, my uncle, my grandparents... Do i look like those type of person who do bad stuffs? So what if i'm different from my sister? I'm who i am right? I can't possibly change my character after so many years. I may be a little playful but that doesn't mean that i'm bad . I guess I'm numbed by this strange bonding. I can't deny that i'm having a hard time right now. Many things happened this few days. I'm trying to be optimistic. Thank god, great-grandmother is recovering fast but her memory has worsen. I feel sad about it. I'm afraid one day she will forget everyone of us. Today, i won't talk about love. That's all.

Great-grandmother and grandfather, get well soon !