Thursday, October 29, 2009

I spell the word R.E.J.O.I.C.E !

YES ! HOLIDAYS HAVE OFFICIALLY START ! ;DDDDDDDDD
WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO !~
BURNING AND TEARING MY MATH STUFFS IN PROCESS 1
& ENTRY PROOF ! HAHAHAHAHA :x
OPPS, i am kinda off right now.

Zhenlin just bid goodbye (:
LOL !
Bored :(
The thought of going to prom is _________.
You shall fill in the blanks.
It's really a hassle to hunt for dresses, heels, make-up & etc..
One word to describe BORING !
The worst thing is, it's held in school :(
No motivation .

Sigh, whatever.
I can't think of anything to post. Mood is back to normal, i guess?
So i am turning in soon.
Breakfast with girls, job hunting and interview :D

Byessssssssssssssssssssssssss :D

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

One more day & it will be over.

Wow. I guess that three days jobs was a disappointment.
Can't be bothered, i had wasted my time on that lame-interview.
In the end, i got nothing BUT a false hope.
Forget about it... I did tell myself if i didn't get the job, i will be off to helloween party ^^
Yes yes, i am excited about it :D
I'm feeling bored :(
When i am bored, i will tends to think out of the box, and it leads to STRESS ._.
My life is boring, no one add colours to my life :(
HAHA, whatever. I feel like posting things about friend but i am being pulled back.
I dk why :X
&ya, up till now i still don't get it.. Sigh...

I guess i need a break !
After tmr, i will tear away my books, worksheets, notes.... &&& BURNT THEM ! LAUGHS.
I am insane, too much studying have clot my wildness.
A break ! I guess i have to go to Escape theme park to ride the Viking ship for ten times and scream like crazy girl to realese all my sorrows and misery ^^
Perphaps after that i will send to the hospital :X
Or or a trip to the beach? Suntanning plus screaming? ^^

Laughs, my Ahma just told me she went to watch Kumar again.
Haha, his jokes are hillarious :DDDD
Hees. Omg. Imagine, he is coming to our prom night to be MC.
I think i'll laugh till i am on the floor rolling. Haha, okay not that exxagerating :D

Alright, i shall end my rants here.
Bye Humans :D
& hope tmr math paper 2 won't be a hard one :( :( :(

Monday, October 26, 2009

Two more days.

I shall make this post short and sweet (:
I can't believe that i am having my o'level math paper tomorrow !
Taking with thousands of Express students including people from top schools.
Sigh, i need my distictions for this subject.
So that next year i can concentrate on my A-math and D&T :( :( :(
OMG ~_~
I guess i should find Kumar for entertainment right? haha ^^
His videos are super funny :D

Alright, i better not waste any time :X
I am going to have my lovely cold green tea ^^

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Idioms and adjectives.

I have no idea why today's english lesson is interesting.
While other people find it boring :X Somehow i am able to see our teacher's hardwork. Perhaps he really want us to do well in english for O's.
Well, learnt many many proverbs or idioms.
It's very interesting to know so many different types of words but they are the same meaning. Cool ! :D
I fall in love with this idiom " sweet indulgence of creamy chocolate ", kinda of sweet right? ^^
Laughs.
I came back to blog at such timing because i have the sudden urge to post. Dots.
Hmmm. It might be a emmotional post, i suppose?
well, people come and go.
As well as friends.. Is either your grab them tightly before they are gone or let them go before you all become close friends. Ya, i feeling kinda of upset right now :|
Maybe i always take things for granted? I dk. I start to treasure when i begin to lose something. Are friends meant to be trusted or ...
I've no idea. I am living in a world with full of complications.
Without obstacle, we won't grow from our mistakes.
& i guess that is why our life is full of complications. We have to be brave enough to face out obstacles or even pick up ourselves when we fall from our mistakes.
Why can't humans are like animal? Animals are innocent, they don't do things with motives. They don't gets greedy, unlike human being.. Sighed :(
This post shall be kept for me.
A post which reprimands me for my silly acts. Laughs, i guess i'm lill crazy :X

&& Anyone peeps, don't worry about my dad and i (:
& yes, family don't bear grudges. Winks*
Hees, i am pondering..
Having mixed feelings... happy, sad, confuse... Whatever.
Who cares? One night sleep will clear my sorrows ^^

P.s if there is any spelling errors, i'm typing very fast and my eyes are closing :X
Goodnight humans :DD

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Perhaps i'm really an...

Sigh. I'm having a terrible moodswing after i heard something hurtful. This is not my first time hearing such things from my non. Sighed. It's confusing. How can he said such things to hurt me? I really don't get it. In the first place, why do you have to raise me up when you are treating me like this? It's torturing. I don't see you treating my sister or my brother this way. Just because i'm the eldest, so i have go through such suffering? I've been always wanting to rebell, but i had no idea why i don't have the courage to.. I'm trying so hard to earn their trust but again and again i'm falling. I really hate this. Why can't i have a wonderful and loving family? i'm really envious of people who live in such family. They are really lucky... Dear god, i really wish they can know how i'm feeling. It's really painful hearing this kind of words from my own dad. Sighed. I guess it's enough of all this rants . Shall be optimistic towards my life :D though i don't have great family ties but i have a great boyfriend and wonderful friends around me. Haha, that's more than enough already i guess (: Alright, i shall continue my daily affairs tomorrow :D

Bye humans :D

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

wooohoooo !~

N-level is officailly overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr :D
Tadah ! :D
Shopping is half done but not prom dress :S
I guess i am feeling better after the shower {:
Feel more relax now, hees ^^

Today, afternoon went to have lunch with B.
I saw lots of familar faces, winks* Haha.
OKay, then wen back to school to have my d&t paper.
The paper was tough :(
After that went to Bugis with my lovely Yvonne.
Indeed she's my mother ^^ Treat me like a little kid and afraid that i will lost my way. Laughs. All mother will do that to their daughter right? :D
Something happened, not to mention about it.
& i guess i met some new friends? ( I suppose )
Or probably only Endrick? Because he entertained me while von was busy settling some stuffs. Anyway thanks for the entertainment (; Though he won't see this, laughs.
Okay, i i guess i shall stop now.
Tomorrow, beach cum picnic session :D
&&& SUNTANNING SESSION ;DDDDDDDDD

hees, ignore me then . Winks* ^^

Sunday, October 11, 2009

I've found the key

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !
I'm mad. Last paper of N'level tmr :DD
After tmr's paper...
I'm going to shoooooopppppingggggg !
I'm going to beeaaacchh !
I'm going for moooovvviiieeess !

But i still have my O'level math paper :(
At least i have got time to study, yay ! :DD
Kinda of feeling tired right now and i am happy (:
Probably tmr's my last paper? ^^
But other people have alr ended. Sigh :(

&&& Yes, prom night is here. Have been waiting for this day since i am in sec one.
But going for prom, isn't easy. Fretting over issues about dresses, shoes, hairstyles... blah blah.
Oh ya ! I'm not longer BANG !
But right now i am waiting for my frinch to grow longer and thicker (:
Hope it won't look bad :X

Hees, beach session w/ girlfs and maybe the guys? I am not sure :/
Yay ! Finally i can have my suntanning session ! rollar blading !!
I guess i didn't those my rollar blade since this year started. Been a busy year.
I wonder how will my life be next year? O_O
haha, shall not broad about it (:

I've got so much things to post but i guess time is running.
I've to start studying for my D&t theory :X
I've to get my A for the subjects.
I'll not make empty promises !

One piece of good news :D
B says i'm improving .
I guess i have found the key to start to be courageous. Hees ^^
Expected, i am really a dumb woodblock :D
& ya, i guess the sun is back again (:

Alright, got to end here. ( omg, i didn't realise i have typed so much )
Bye humans :D

Friday, October 2, 2009

I was banged by her.

Hello wello peoples !
Another three more days to N level ! ! !
I can't believe time is passing so fast ! OMG X_X
& yes, Chemistry, Physic, E-math, A-math, Geography & Design and Technology to study ! I need a very good time management or either a timetable ? Sighed.

Today. Early release ^^
I rushed back home to use the comp.Laughs.
I looked at Danny fb again, hees. I guess i was influence by Cia :X
and he's getting married. Or probably he is alr engaged? Hmmm o.O
Danny is back for Booster session on monday ! Well, i guess it was not a disappointment :D
Uh oh, i have been wasting my time ( again & again )
Urgh, i forget what i am going to post !
Whatever, shall start working hard :D
11 more days and i can a little break before O'level math is starting (:
Cheers :DD

Focus. Please.