Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met.

没有你 -

我把回忆关进房间
眼前不断浮现
有你陪我所有画面
朋友说我变得沉默
变得有些难过
邻居都听见了寂寞
也许时间给得太少
没有珍惜你的好
城市太喧闹
你没有听到
我不该把手放掉
没有了你
没有爱情
什么都已经是空气
这些没有你的日子
没有了自己
没有了你
没有力气
孤单香水却来袭
我想念你向上气味
请给我
相互拥抱的机会
你离开我才明白
幸福已经溜掉
你也许都不会知道
也许时间给得太少
没有珍惜你的好
城市太喧闹
你没有听到
我不该把手放掉
没有了你
没有爱情
什么都已经是空气
这些没有你的日子
没有了自己
没有了你
没有力气
孤单香水却来袭
我想念你向上气味
请给我
相互拥抱的机会
爱情如果都是微笑
那多美好
天亮得太早再偷一秒
想你的笑
想听你吵
才发现思念发酵
耶~~
没有了你
没有爱情
什么都已经是空气
这些没有你的日子
没有了自己
没有了你
没有力气
孤单香水却来袭
我想念你向上气味
请给我
相互拥抱的机会

Thinking of you is easy - I do it every day. Missing you is the heartache, that never goes away.

Last friday, prom was great. Everything went smoothly and i guessed i enjoyed the prom. Laughs, it's cool seeing your school mates in pretty dresses and cool suits :D
Pictures are in facebook (:

Monday - Henca meeting.
After meeting, raine and chewming went off.
Left cia and i and we are tagging along with Shawn, Jiarui, Amanda and Zheng Min for Kbox. Went all the way to Tajong katong. Amazingly, we saw raine and her friends. Laughs ! After 4hours of sing along session. Wanted to catcha movie but it's kinda late so for dinner at Paya Labar instead. Had Aston for dinner :D
& ya, thanks Shawn for the taxi fares ^^
Laughs, & home sweet home after that.

Tuesday - Went out with Mom and sister and my brother tagged along.
Shopping at Bugis street. Did not get much stuffs.
After that, reached home. Prepare and etc, went out again with sister to meet Cia, Shawn and Jiarui for movie. We watched Paranormal Activity.
They went for dinner after that at mac..
Then trained home :D

Today ! First outing with Haikal and Luqman :D
Meeting with relay leaders including Yeechen at 1pm at Sengkeng cc till four plus.
Met Mich and trained to Dhoby Ghaut. After much considerations, we went to Cineleisure for movie. My girlfriend is an agent :D
Thumps up for that show :DD
Luqman joined us for the movie. They went for dinner at BK and walked to orchard just to take the train when we can go straight to Summerset. Laughs.

& I am going back to Tpy to work, kinda scare. I dk why :S
ALright, gonna turn in alr.
Night humans.
Goodnight ♥ .

Straight or curly ?

I NEED COMMENT FROM PEOPLE.
I am deciding which one is more suitable for me to attend prom (:
SORRY FOR THE LAST MINUTE DECISION :X
P.S : DON'T CARE ABOUT THE MAKE UP.

No matter how many times I try and move on, my heart always takes me back here to you.

A brand new day !
My love quote is still a sad one but i like it.
Even god wants me to accecpt the changes.
Quizzes told me to stop being in a relationships.
This is a message i got from a application.
On this day of your life, Zhi Qing, we believe God wants you to know ... that change is the very nature of life, - welcome it.
No glass ever became sand again; No bread ever became wheat; No ripened fruit ever became a flower. Welcome change, and choose what kind of glass you create, what kind of bread you bake, what kind of fruit you harvest.

ALright. Today went out with Raine and Mich !
Cia and ming didn't join us. Von went out with her cousin and need to work.
So only left three of us.
But it's okay. It's crazy to go shopping with LARAINE !
In one hour, she spent $121.
In one hour, i spend $75 !
This is my first time shopping so crazy and tired , i dk why. LOL.
Mich also spent alot, don't know it's whose fault. Laughs.
Went to junction to have dinner and Hon popped out of no where.
After dinner, walked around junction. Met Yanrui, he told us he is not going to prom :( How sad ?
Raine and mich went off first.
I waited for Hon to try and his shirts and purchase it.
& trained back to Sengkeng. He dropped off at Sengkeng to look out for his suspender and G2000 top..
So i went home alone with many shopping bags :D
That's all for today, tmr shopping again :D
Oh ya, my prom stuffs is nearly settle except for some here and there :D
&&& Prom is just TOMORROW !

Bye people, i am going to sleep and kill my hunger :D

If the human body can live with food and water, then why does it feel like I can't live without you?

Yesterday, woke up early to attend meeting at Henca.
Talked about our sales. Brendan is disappointed about my sales. I am disappointed too. After that went out with cia, ming, Shawn, Jiarui and Amamda.
Raine went off to meet her friends :(
We watched 2012. Nice movie :D
Hope the world don't end in this way :/
Before the movie, went for pool for a couple of rounds. Shawn and Jiarui pay for the bill. & Shawn also treat us the combo with popcorn, ice cream and drinks.
Seriously i can't taste the difference between normal chocolate ice cream and Hagen Dazz chocolate ice cream. Laughs. I don't know who to appreciate good food (:
After movie, walked to Far east. Supposingly, girls are hunting for prom stuffs but end up only Alicia and Jiarui bought their stuffs. By the time, all the shops had closed.
So today i went to Far east with Alicia :D
& again raine abandoned me :X
I only managed to buy my eyelashes but not bag and shoe :(
Saw many familar faces including Kelly.N :D Long time no see my dear girl ! :D Haha
Kept buying food when we are at Ion orchard,. Laughs.
So girlf, you own me the chicken stick ^^
Ya, i got so much things to post but time is running :X
& for pictures, it will be upload to my facebook.
It's troublesome to upload on blogger.
Bye people :D



These two days, my life have been miserable.
I am happy that i am spending my time with my friends, be it new or old.
Though i am still trying but i don't think i can do it in two three days
I'm still yearning.
My heart is still bleeding.
I feel so empty when i can no longer talk to you like a special someone.
I can no longer go out with you being your girlf.
I can no longer hear you saying iloveyou.
There's too much i can no longer...
Sigh, i hope time will be the best medicine.
If only i can go for a brainwash session. Ya, if only ._.

Everything ended.

People, once you saw this don't ask me why unless you are someone close to me .
My love life ended on 14th November 2009 ; 11.01pm.
A 7months and 12days relaionship had ended.
No matter how much i yearn for you, you won't be back.
I guess it's time to let you go. As I said no point keeping someone who doesn't feel the same way as you. You said i am understanding. No, i just don't want you to fret over such small things.
My heart is aching but i know you won't be back.
Goodbye my dearest boy. Thankyou for those wonderful experiences and memories.
As you what you says, let us bring the good memories with us and not the sad ones..
I am awaiting for my birthday to arrive so that you could celebrate with me.
But it will still be a mystery. I hope you won't give an empty promise.
& i hope......

I love you.

I miss you.

Five days had passed.
Amazingly i am still alive. Haha, that's ridiculous.

I had my wonderful two days off.
Tuesday - I was at home watching my lovely Princess Hour ( loves )
On the day, i manage to finish the whole series and the next day i re-watch again !
HAHAHAHA ! I am really going gaga over this show. It is really damn nice and the couple are very sweet ^^

Wednesday - I went out with my girls, a pity mich was working so she coulden't join us. Went around City square mall and Clarke Quay to look from dress but nothing caught my attention. The worst thing is prom is on next friday ._.
I guess i will just wear my own dress, since it is going to hold in school so why bother to buy expensive dress? :D Save money ^^
After von and cia went off.
Raine and I decided to go to the Fort Canning Park when it was around 8pm.
When we were at the entrance, it look so errie and scary,
End up we didn't go in :X
Laughs,

Today, second day of work at TPY.
Today's sale was bad and it was very quiet ):
I hope tmr won't be like that :D
Alright, smile and be positive ( even though right now i feel like crying )
Haha. Afterall my mood is still down.

It hurts...

I saw something which caught my attention. I don't know if i what think is correct. But i guess i am able to believe that you all are hanging together. The feeling is back. Kinda of unsecure Shall post about my life tomorrow. Goodnight people.

Singtel promoter (:

Sign of relief.
This job isn't as bad as i what i thought.
It just need a little time to boast your courage to the know the people out there and meet new people :D

Okay, i shall start from last friday, first day of Trail.
The trail was scary, as it was my first time working alone, in a new environment and first time doing sales. was posted to Ion orchard for my trail & i was asked to find Shawn. Okay, saw him and he was my mentor.. Was very nervous at that moment..
He asked me to calm down because i looked very tense and stress up :X
But he is a nice guy (: He treated me bubble tea so that i could stop being nervous. Thanks yeah ! & he wanted to treat me dinner but i rejected as Ion food is really expensive ~@%#$^$^$^%& ! But it's nice , i guess? LOL
Okay, first impression of the people at Ion orchard was i am shy..
Alright, i know people who really know me well will burst out laughing when they see this. But I just don't laugh of me, alright? ^^
Ion orchard is nice place to work, cooling environment, nice toilet ( LOL )...
& at that partucular Friday, S.H.E was here in Ion orchard. Saw them at a very far distance. Can't be really bothered to see them because they are not LMH ! :D
Hees, my apology :X

Today was my first day working alone w/o any friends or Shawn.
Sighed, finally the first day is over.
After four hours had passed, one soul came and talked to me. I was like "phewwwwww".
But my first impression was fierce and scary but after he is not bad (: and as well the other two staffs. Only manage to really know them when i about to knock off.
I am really pathetic :(
But i will be back there on thursday (:
Alright alright, kinda of tired but i want to watch my drama :D
So..
Bye peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
I am off tmr ^^

Friendships are fragile.

To her :
I saw your post. I guess it's time for to write how i felt.
I guess we have way too much misunderstandings. So much that it drift us apart.
Firstly, i don't think going to club is bad thing. But we are just afraid that you will get cheated or even mix with the wrong company. You know how guys are when they are clubbing right? Have you ever thought that we are actually caring for you and not others? I am not sure if you had thought of this before. I am not sure if you knows that your mom is upset about it and we don't know that your parents know that you are going for clubbing. I really don't want you to follow my path. Do you know how guilty i felt when my mom teared in front of me? I guess you don't want to see your mom tear in front of you right? I'm sorry if there's times we really neglect you. Just like the incident before the night class. I had to say i did call/text you when i am at home but you didn't reply or answer my phone. & i had to leave the house early so that i am not. True, you are always asking us where to go, where do you have for lunch later..
I appreciated that, i really do. I know talking to us, might really be frustrating when we didn't asnwer you.
I am not sure if you really didn't neglect us. Because you are always on close term with your outside friends. I would not mention who they are, but i guess you know it yourself. We are able to see the difference the way you treat them and the way you treat us. I am not sure if you realise it. Have you ever think that cia and I are jealous? I know it seem ridiculous that we are jealous, but we are. Though we didn't say out, does not meant that we are not right?
I didn't neglect you. Everytime you did not come to school, i would help you collect all the homeworks and passed it to you. Isn't that a friends job?
Yes, you changed. I don't know if we are responsible for your changes.
But i had to say this, now you are acting like a princess with attitude.
I am telling you this and i hope you would realise your mistakes.
Up till now, i am still angry about the plan. I don;t understand why you had to scold me when i know it last minute? Do you think i really wish to cancel it off?
No, i don't ! That's all i want to see. I will leave everything to you to take this friendship back or leave it.
Once again, i am sorry to all the mistakes i had made.
We hope that the old "you" will be back.

The first and the last.

&yupp today is my first day working and yet it happens to be my last day of work.
I guess i am not persistence as i can't take hardship :S
But the job is really tired/tough/disheartening. Really OMG ?
& B. knows about this job but he did not tell me. Worst thing is he actually act blur in front of me ! I was like @_@ when i heard this.
Forget it, i have alr resigned (:
Sign of relief* But the good thing of working there is that the people there are very friendly and noisy. HAHA :X
But i guess raine and I always got such things and we did very badly even for CIP.
Sighed :(
So halfway through, we lost our momentum to work because it is really very disheartening when everyone you asked, they reject you.
& we are standing under the hot sun :(:(:(
So we left at nearly 3pm and head down to Orchard.
Supposingly we are there to look for jobs but after a few rounds, we stopped and we started shopping. Haha, that's what all girls does right ? ^^
We left Orchard at around 6plus and head down to Bugis as raine need to meet her family (:
So i went to meet my lovely grandmother and girlf :D
Had pepper lunch for dinner, was so hungry that i finish the whole plate with extra meat. Hungry till the extent that my stomach rumbles :(
Hees, alright alright.
& finally i have bought my demin short && it only cost 15bucks ^^
Haha, happy happy :D I need money :(
I am trying to approach my mom on creating an Atm card for me (;
I don't know if it's a success one but i am really need that card for emergency ^^
I am tired :(
I woke up at 7.30am :(
It's 2.36am and i am still awake :(
My leg is aching :(
Alright, i shall stop moaning , haha.

Bye humans :DDDDDDDD

You changed so much that i can hardly recognise you.

What a ________ day ?

You guys should help me by filling up the blank.
Haha !
Ya, what a day ? ._.

Okay !
Firstly..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LARAINEEEEEEEEEE :D ( i am late by one day, but i know she won't blame me right? ^^ ) &&& Cheer up girl ! I can lend you my broad shoulders ^^

Secondly...
HAPPY HAPPY SEVENTH ANNIVERSARY TO B. ;D
Yupp, time flies, i guess. Haha.

Good news!
I had found a great job :D
credits goes to raine :D
Thanks my dear ^^
All of us managed to clinch this job after the interview.
It goes pretty smooth, i suppose. haha
The boss was funny.. & the most unbelievable thing is : THE BOSS ACTUALLY STAYS NEAR MY HOUSE ! LMAO.
This is how it goes..
Boss : You all stay quite near my house.
All : Oh.
After mich and raine's introduction, it was my turn and he was reading about my infomations.
He suddenly said this : You stay nearest to my house. Near Rivervale plaza right?
I replied : Er... ya. ( at the moment i was STUNNED ! )
Never did i believe that such thing will happen ! HAHA.
But the sweet thing is..
This is what he says : No matter how far the workplace is, you all can go with my car .
&& we were damn happy BECAUSE we can save time and transport :D
Laughs. Okay okay, enough of this wild-ness.

Yupp, i guess i got to go now..
I am waiting for the feeling to come :D