Friendships are fragile.

To her :
I saw your post. I guess it's time for to write how i felt.
I guess we have way too much misunderstandings. So much that it drift us apart.
Firstly, i don't think going to club is bad thing. But we are just afraid that you will get cheated or even mix with the wrong company. You know how guys are when they are clubbing right? Have you ever thought that we are actually caring for you and not others? I am not sure if you had thought of this before. I am not sure if you knows that your mom is upset about it and we don't know that your parents know that you are going for clubbing. I really don't want you to follow my path. Do you know how guilty i felt when my mom teared in front of me? I guess you don't want to see your mom tear in front of you right? I'm sorry if there's times we really neglect you. Just like the incident before the night class. I had to say i did call/text you when i am at home but you didn't reply or answer my phone. & i had to leave the house early so that i am not. True, you are always asking us where to go, where do you have for lunch later..
I appreciated that, i really do. I know talking to us, might really be frustrating when we didn't asnwer you.
I am not sure if you really didn't neglect us. Because you are always on close term with your outside friends. I would not mention who they are, but i guess you know it yourself. We are able to see the difference the way you treat them and the way you treat us. I am not sure if you realise it. Have you ever think that cia and I are jealous? I know it seem ridiculous that we are jealous, but we are. Though we didn't say out, does not meant that we are not right?
I didn't neglect you. Everytime you did not come to school, i would help you collect all the homeworks and passed it to you. Isn't that a friends job?
Yes, you changed. I don't know if we are responsible for your changes.
But i had to say this, now you are acting like a princess with attitude.
I am telling you this and i hope you would realise your mistakes.
Up till now, i am still angry about the plan. I don;t understand why you had to scold me when i know it last minute? Do you think i really wish to cancel it off?
No, i don't ! That's all i want to see. I will leave everything to you to take this friendship back or leave it.
Once again, i am sorry to all the mistakes i had made.
We hope that the old "you" will be back.