Have i fall for you ?

I hope not :/
Because i am afraid to be in love.
Because you love her.
But the feeling is kinda sour, i dk why .
Laughs, okay okay i am just trying to be funny ! ^^

I'm bored/tired/happy/sad/excited/depressed ~~~
I feel like sleeping yet i want to watch my dramas :S
School was great, spending time with friends are awesome :D
Study together, eat together, go home together, go to the toliet together.
Practically friends are always doing things together. Laughs.
Oh ya ! Have i mention about my sitting arrangement ?
2010, a new year and a new sitting place. LOL.
I am sitting right in front of the class, can't fall asleep.
SO everything i am tired , i will force myself to be awake.
& there's something going on with the group near me.
Everything we won't laugh out loud when something about the flu monster happan ! Laughs.
&&& Today math lesson was LOL !
The notice bored fell off and it nearly hit our teacher. But her reaction was hillirous. Five guys went out to the front to bring the board to another place but she thought they were going to ask her if she's fine. LMAO ! Okay, sorry i am mean :X
SOMETHING MADE ME REALLY PISSED OFF.
It's about our job salary.
In total i made 31 sales but they only gave me the amount for 5 sales ._.
That's really ridiculous ! I lost $100++ ! How can i just let my hard earned money fly awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !?

Alright, i am done with my blog.
& i just remember raine asked me a very weird question.
Well, if we have fate, things will work out by itself (:

EDITED POST
Just finished watching Hi, my sweetheart. It was an touching and sad episode and i cried. Finally i have managed to cry out, those agonizing moments were over. I felt much more relieved after the cry. After watching that episode, i wondered what's true love? Is it sacrificing for your love ones or is it by protecting them. Somehow love is blind. It blind everybody who is in love. No matter what, you can't see the bad points about that person because you are alr blinded by love. It also make me realise that love is able to torture people and the pain is excruciating. It felt like all the air around you are gone, you can't breathe and you contemplate you could die rather then suffering from this agony.
Well, love hurts.
I guess i have lost faith in love. Love is no longer the wonderful thing in the world. It only bring sorrows and a maimed heart.